给爱人

To: My Future Partner

我不会应为你的独立， 而忘了我要保护你的责任. 我情愿你对我说这句话好过一直把我爱你挂在嘴边。
我不需要甜言蜜语，但我需要安全感。我不要每天时时刻刻都得在一起， 但我希望你时时刻刻都会想到我。

Wats sia..

Sometime i feel so frustrated by her words. Its not like i wont pay, Its not like i will run away. Its jus that i have too many things to payback aft i came back frm tw. Does she even understand that my skin condition is getting worst n i have to use more money to buy better products to let my skin be in good condition. Its jus that i at most will like tis mth nvr rtn next mth rtn.. Not like 3mths nvr rtn. Ya i know she have a family but whole week onli sat n sun she at hm n weekdays came to our house to eat.. Can say she save quite a bit.. Does it means that i own her money tts means i cant go holiday?? If so y does she still ask me to go holiday wz her? though its jus neighborhood country?? Tt still need to waste money ma.. So wats is her problem!! Keep sayin that i haven rtn her money.. Really enough.. Got my teaching le.. next time i wont ask her to pay le.. i rather save up n buy myself better than asking her to pay first!!!!