GREAT THKS TO THEM...

Met up wz siwei n johnson again.. hmm i sld give them a short form ar.. ok i will call them sj in future.. haha.. ok met them again today for prawn fishing, but it was a fruitless trip.. we met at 8pm but i go met johnson first as i was outside. met johnson at 7.30pm, went to his void deck to met him n wait for siwei to come over. headed for punggol park for e fishing.. frm 9-1am.. nth was caught. they tried fishing oso but... nth.. haha then decided to head back home n a series of funny incident happen which made all of us laugh non stop, n make me forgot bout my problems.. haha.. thks to them for letting me tagged along. really if not for them i tink now i will still be trouble bout my parents.. n ya tink i sld go learn roller blade too haha...

Quarrel

Mum n dad had a quarrel again.. y y quarrel aft my sec sis n my mum quarrel i thought everything will be back to normal, peace n harmony. But aft they came back frm temple, start quarreling. Dun really know wat they quarrel bout cos all is in hokkien, only aft my dad start throwing things around then i realised its a heated quarrel.. N i'm e 1 at hm only no 1 to turn to when this things happen n first time i cried infrnt of them at home, cos i really couldnt take it anymore. i hate quarrels, really hate it man. Y do all this things have to happen?!?!? I wish i can find a place to hide in e future then this kind of thing happen again.

MEET UP TIME!!!

First of all... Happy Belated bday to me!!!! haha... tis yr oso had a great bday celebrationz wz my friends. First is chalet wz my working kakiz n ite buddies. Then aft tt 7dec celebrate siwei bday at monalisa pub wz johnson, koni n li. haha.. it was of cos fun man.. sing till i no voice liao.. Then plan for a surprise for siwei, went to buy bday cake for him n sing bday song to him.. haha.. n ya e cake damn hard sia.. so difficult to cut lolz.. Then siwei say "actually i know your goin buy cake de when ur go out" Haha.. can dun so clever not~~
Then koni n Li went back bout 1am cos she still need to work. Aft tt we 3 drink till 2plus n wanna go back le.. but johnson went to e toilet first n when he came out its was our song n hence we stay n sing lo which then they play 510 wz e boss thr.. haha n wat e loser do.. drink. since siwei had to send me hm hence i have to drink for him lo.. haha n ya aft tt game my head is damn pain sia.. but lucky i drink for him cos otw back,, gana road block "_". So its was very lucky!!
On e 10 met up again this time, mine bday celebration. Met up wz johnson at hougang first. Took train to clark quay n then walk walk around cos still early, call koni to ask her location, then at 10plus went over to monalisa again lolz.. n ya my voice still haven recover yet n i'm thr again to sing n drink haha.. Waited for koni n li for a while then aft tt went in. bout 1045 ba.. siwei reach play pool, sing song n drink.. kns sia.. all make me drink so much. lolx.. somemore my throat still pain sia.. haha then hehe koni say go buy cigarettes wz li but actually i know tt they oso go buy cake la.. haha.. but they took very long to come back sia.. n ya they really did surprised me a bit la.. cos i was actually enjoying to some songs then they came in wz e cake lit up.. haha.. sing bday song for me too but lucky tis time e cake not tt hard so can easily cut it.. n e rest i took home. Not bad ar e cake i love it. haha... Koni n Li went off bout 2am ba... Didnt notice e timing cos ya i was very tired due tt day i work morning n wake up frm 3.30am till 3.30am.. 24hrs sia.. nvr slp haha.. n by e time siwei ask wanna go back ordy then i realize tt its 4am liao.. ask johnson whether he wanna go off not cos siwei is damn shack le.. left tt place bout 4.30am ba.. send 1 of e working ppl frm monalisa tt they get to know frm thr n aft tt send johnson. By e time i reach hm is bout 5 liao.. So i e end, siwei didnt get any slp.. lolx.. really feel very bad. cos every time i meet up wz them he had to send me back hm... hehe.. nvm Mr Wong I treat u for lunch or dinner 1 day haha.. n ya aft tt u still have to send me back hm hehe.. so thks in advance hehe:)

GET TOGETHER

Well had advance celebrate my 22nd bday on 30th nov. Invite my ite buddies n working kakis.. Well half turn up for ite but half unable due in camp lolz.. but still enjoy my self damn much although got some thing happen. Met up wz johnson n siwei 2 days ago cos e last time we met is.... erm let me tink ***** OMG its 1yr back man.. when i celebrate my 21st bday... lolz.. but its like i just met them 2mth ago nia.. haha... n yesterday met danny n selina for supper at jalan kayu.. ya.. both me n danny was toking bout our ite days.. and it was really stil vivid man.. like its really jus happen few mth back though we graduate 5 yrs back le haha.. tok bout the time we all play basketball, alpha zone how i every time go to their class n once i slam the door of their class haha.. so funny when think back.. really miss those days man.. such happening, crazy, funny days. i will nvr ever forget it....

yahoooo!!!!

PHUKET HERE I COME!!!!! Lolz in 18hrs time i will be flying off to phuket!!! so excited man.. 3rd trip tis yr to 3rd country.. haha.. damn happy man... finally get to have a break frm all those unhappiness n ya i will be wearing bikini!!! lolz... cant believe that i actually will wear tt sia.. n oso sundress lolz.. tink will take damn lotz of pic again... then aft tt is my bday chalet haha.. so many programs on nov.. watch movie on nov then overseas trip aft tt my bday chalet haha so pack!!! Put nvm enjoy myself to e best!!!!

Fuck!!

Y am i so bother by the comments?? I try so damn fucking hard to ignored watever ppl say bout me cos they dun really know me. And then jus a simple movie outing with one of my working colleague then make it like almost we are dating. ya so wat its a guy n gal watch movie tog?? does it mean tt different gender cant go out tog? N ya if you feel anything unpleasant bout the arrangement then jus tell infrnt of me.. Its not like i dun understand cos its e first time i take charge of it so cfm i dunno how it works. Dun act like so friendly infrnt of me but at my back KEEP FUCKING BACKSTABBING ME!!!! So fucking irritated by tt.. Dun make the other personality that i try not to released to treat your. I can cfm ur wont like it. N does it even bother you wat bag i wanna buy? Its my money tt i use ok n you are not even a bit of fucking related to me so y bother?!?!?

给爱人

To: My Future Partner

我不会应为你的独立， 而忘了我要保护你的责任. 我情愿你对我说这句话好过一直把我爱你挂在嘴边。
我不需要甜言蜜语，但我需要安全感。我不要每天时时刻刻都得在一起， 但我希望你时时刻刻都会想到我。

Wats sia..

Sometime i feel so frustrated by her words. Its not like i wont pay, Its not like i will run away. Its jus that i have too many things to payback aft i came back frm tw. Does she even understand that my skin condition is getting worst n i have to use more money to buy better products to let my skin be in good condition. Its jus that i at most will like tis mth nvr rtn next mth rtn.. Not like 3mths nvr rtn. Ya i know she have a family but whole week onli sat n sun she at hm n weekdays came to our house to eat.. Can say she save quite a bit.. Does it means that i own her money tts means i cant go holiday?? If so y does she still ask me to go holiday wz her? though its jus neighborhood country?? Tt still need to waste money ma.. So wats is her problem!! Keep sayin that i haven rtn her money.. Really enough.. Got my teaching le.. next time i wont ask her to pay le.. i rather save up n buy myself better than asking her to pay first!!!!

Why did it happen?

Mum n sec sis had a big quarrel jus now bout some money issue and a bit of little problem. First time my sec sis cried n of cos me oso.. Know tt me sis temper is not tt gud but she is the kind who speak out the truth. I was so damn afraid tt the harmony we use to have will be gone jus to these issues.. Ya when they jus started shouting at my sis rm which is beside me i started crying out. So went to toilet to relieve those tears out. Hope this will be e last of it as i really cant stand my family or friends quarreling. Whr can i find a place to cry out loud for tt??

Confess

Recently jus got to get clear my feelings. Tink tt you are the first one tt make me have the courage to confess to you. Jus like wat i say to e 2 of them, if you dun have gf i tink i will really confess to you. But tink its still the best to stay tis way at the moment...

Sore lip

OK finally found out wat is tt crap tt is growing around my lip area.. So tt means payday i have to spend another big amount for the treatment!!! kns la... Dear god (who i have been praying to tis 20yr) pls let me have a brand new skin next yr onwards!! ** tts my new year resolution!! :)

Lip sores are often referred to as cold sores or fever blisters and are a result of the herpes simplex type 1 virus. There are two types of herpes simplex virus. The first is herpes simplex virus type 1 (HSV1), which can cause cold sores on or around the mouth in most cases . A person who has the second type of herpes virus (HSV2) may primarily experience genital herpes. Herpes simplex type 2 is a sexually transmitted disease that results in painful blisters in the genital area.

Herpes simplex virus type 1 is among the most common viruses known to medical science. It has been suggested that those susceptible to cold sores are likely experiencing a weakened immune system as a result of illness. These sores typically appear as fluid filled pustules in and around the lips and surrounding mouth tissue. The life of a cold sore ranges from 10 - 14 days. It should be noted that there is not a cure for cold sores but there is much that can be done to ease the discomfort of the condition while waiting for nature to take its course.

There are several treatment options available to cold sore sufferers including prescription medications and over the counter (OTC) topical treatments. Many people with cold sores seek natural treatments in order to avoid prescriptions and over-the-counter drugs that may have unpleasant side effects. Here’s an all-natural treatment that has been proven to cure cold sores quickly: Cold Sore Freedom in 3 Days.

It is advised that you see a physician to have any lip sores evaluated to determine the exact nature of the lesion and to prescribe an effective course of treatment. Once it has been determined that the sore is indeed a cold sore, one or more of the following treatment options should prove useful in healing the sore:

1. Prescription medications: These medications are prescribed for those individuals for whom over-the-counter treatments do not effectively manage the pain and discomfort of the cold sore. Prescription medications promote healing and may shorten the life of the cold sore by up to 12 hours. These medications are most effective when treatment is implemented at the onset of an outbreak.
2. Over the counter topical treatments: There are three classes of OTC medications for the treatment of cold sores.
lip sores
* The fist class essentially provides pain management by working to alleviate the burning and itching associated with cold sores. These medications relieve pain as a result of the numbing aspects of ingredients such as phenol, lidocaine, benzyl alcohol and camphor.
* The second category works to inhibit growth of sores that are beginning to form, and also promote healing. This category of treatments will list antibacterial properties that prevent further infections from occurring.
* The final category of OTC cold sore treatments is preventive in nature and blocks the virus' ability to create cold sores. These treatments are rich in antiviral ingredients such as zinc, phenol, tannic acid and lysine.
3. Natural remedies: Several natural or home remedies have been suggested to be useful in the management of cold sores. One suggested remedy is to apply ice to the affected area for a few minutes several times each day. Moisturizing the affected area with aloe vera may soften scabs making them less susceptible to cracking and bleeding. A warm compress made from a tea bag is often soothing to cold sore sufferers when used 30 minutes per day. It is also advisable to eat a diet rich in fruits and vegetables because they contain key vitamins, iron, and zinc, which are important building blocks for a healthy immune system.

Those prone to cold sores may find that avoiding exposure to UV rays and reducing stress are helpful in preventing cold sore outbreaks. The virus that causes cold sores is contagious and there are several vital steps that can be taken to control the spread of virus.

* Exercise proper hand washing techniques.
* Do not share personal hygiene items.
* Avoid direct skin-to-skin contact of the affected area or saliva with others.
* Finally, avoid picking at the sores as this creates not only an open environment for bacterial infection, but also a means of transmitting the virus to other areas of the body including the eyes, nose, chin, and fingers.

Taiwan

How i hope i'm a damn rich ppl now.. seeing wat happen to taiwan really shaken my heart. So many ppl lost their families in jus 1 night. Image that 12 family in 1 nite only left 4 survivor how heart pain is that.I feel so useless that i wanted to help cant.. N somemore sg only donate so little.. 20million.. If all e government each donate 20% of their salary cfm is a lot already.. Y cant they donate more??? If i am e president i cfm will tell al of them to donate 20% of their pay.. Jus 20% i dun tink will make any difference to them. So heart pain for them, so many ppl staying at e village almost buried alive. All houses is ruined. Hope they faster rebuild their houses. Or sg send SAF over to help rebuild the houses for them? I really feel i'm so lucky in sg now.. no earthquake, tornado, volcano.. Feel so save.. Hope taiwan will faster rebuild the houses..

Happy Bday~~

Tis is the second yr tt i wish u happy bday since i know u.. Actually wanted to cal u tt day to wish u but firstly scared u are asleep n secondly i was actually asleep le.. but my alarm wake me up hence manage to send u msg on 0005hrs. Only get ur reply the next day bout 11plus. Managed to chat a little thru sms n told u bout ur fb.. But was kinda happy bout ur reply.. Always say tt meet up one day but i tink we wont have tt day ba.. cos seriously speaking we are not even tt close to go out tog.. However i still have tt feelings for u. Which i'n still confuse is it friendship or more than tt? Still confuse till now...

Random

Well.. After coming back frm tw seems like i didnt really post anything hor.. Hmm nth much happen jus tt really really short of cash.. was tinking wanna take another job not as part timer. But hai.. wait work till myself dead sia.. So give up tt idea lo.. Was planning whr to go next yr already lolz.. ya very fast but cos need to save $$$ as heavily in debt now. At work today suddenly got a lady came to CSU wz a bouquet of flowers in her hands. Ya for 0.01 second i thought was for me hahaha.. well of cos not for me la in e end, was for my colleague. Kinda envious la.. but well hmm.. Ya i oso tink tt the inside me was getting more n more lady sia.. which i was a bit shock too.. But e outside is still e same tomboy.. Faster end of 2009.. 2010 faster come cos i wan go Taiwan again!!!!

Last time

pic for tw..

http://s216.photobucket.com/albums/cc316/joval_su/Taiwan%202009/

3

Day 3.. Ok went to dan shui again to buy thing for working friends lolx.. leg damn pain sia.. brought many things again haha.. nth much to write today blog tml again!!

DAY 2

Ok wake up today at 1130am.. cos damn tired lolz... n tt koni haha slp till 12++ lolz.. well left htl at 1400 to taipei 101.. when to xin guan 3 yue n brought a long champ bag!! haha damn happy n koni brought a coach bag.. n ya e sales person in taiwan is really great.. will come again to shop thr haha.. ok went to 101 n is was like turning dark sia.. nvm.. went to flr 88,89 n 91. gosh when we head to 91 e wind was damn big sia.. its so cold!!! walk 1 round thr n went in lucky went thr early cos it was like goin to rain soon.. aft tt head to wu fen pu n it started to rain!!! lucky got some alley tt has shelter if not we cant shop liao.. reach thr bout 1830 shop till 2030 then went to shi lin.. lols it really rain when we reach thr n its damn big sia.. cos all e alley is really long walk till we are lost n when we realise whr we are.. we are at e next station liao.. haha.. then take mrt back to e pervious cos wanna buy a bag thr.. n headed back to htl at 2300.. brought really really many things sia!!!

TAIWAN!!!

Well here i am in taiwan.. cant believe tt i'm here right now haha.. arr on e 30th jun at 2345.. n wat make it worst is tt my knee injury is back when in sin on e aircraft to hkg.. damn suay.. lucky now better haha.. then me n koni reach htl bout 0045am.. check in n then we bath n went to buy supper cos damn hungry.. lolz.. damn many channel here for us to choose sia.. slp botu 4 in e morning n wake up bout 8 due kanny call me to meet us at e htl.. left htl to long shan temple n then to dan shui.. left at 1755hrs ba.. brought damn many things sia me n koni.. till we had to rtn back to htn to left our things n go to xi men ding walk walk.. haha.. aft tt we went to party world.. I LOVE IT!!! Sg sld really made changes to their rm sia.. wel pic lazy to update here look in to my photo bucket ba.. will post link again when done!!

Yahoo!!

Yahoo!!! 1 more day n i'm off to taiwan!!!!! Waiting for danny to cfm wif me whether he can give me a life to airport not... N i got my own digital cam le!! Lolz finally n be4 iwent o taiwan.. haha.. N of cos i'm heavily in debt sia.. Bonus faster come!!!.. Cant wait so excited sia...

Transformer 2!!!

Finally Finally watch my long awaiting Transformers 2!!!! Ya peeps if u haven watch it muz go n watch cos its damn nice rate 4.5/5.. E 0.5 save it if they have another part... really dammn nice will watch it again!!! Tis 1 is better then e first, more interesting , funny n touching. Some scene really make me wanna cry but cant cos damn many ppl full house ba.. Well shld not elaborated further so as not to spoilt market.. Go catch it if you are a fan of it.. wont regret!!! N ya 6 more days to my tw trip!!! can t wait man.. haha ya any 1 wanna give me a lift to e airport?? lolz.. till then take care!!!

掌紋 - 曹格

在我的手心 你落下的眼淚很冰 晶瑩的淚滴 輕輕滑過我的一生 春去春又回 我走過
的孤獨很黑 難忘那一刻 你走進生命的瞬間 我不信命 我信愛情是沒有理由 悲觀的
註定 在我的掌紋中你在那裡 如此的清晰 沒有輸贏 你是我的命

春去春又回 我走過的孤獨很黑 難忘那一刻 你走進生命的瞬間 我不信命 我信愛情
是沒有理由 悲觀的註定 在我的掌紋中你在那裡 如此的清晰 沒有輸贏 你是我的命


我不信命 我信命中你給的每個考驗和奇跡 在我的掌紋中安身立命 是否願意 張開
手你回應 我不信命 我不信命我只信你

力量

想念 長了翅膀 他跟著我流浪
獨自 背著行囊 看著人來人往

躺在陌生的床 眼睛沒辦法闔上
想了這些年過了一關又一關

也許我太逞強
但是我無時無刻都在想 你的臂彎

給我力量 陪我闖蕩
也許我們都不講
把愛留在 我的心上 超越了太多夢想
時光匆忙 不曾遺忘
隨時可以回頭看 那些時光
你在身旁 給我的溫暖

(*^^)/.。．：*：．。★，。：*。☆

想念 長了翅膀 他跟著我流浪
獨自 背著行囊 看著人來人往

躺在陌生的床 眼睛沒辦法闔上
想了這些年過了一關又一關

也許我太逞強
但是我無時無刻都在想 你的臂彎

給我力量 陪我闖蕩
也許我們都不講
把愛留在 我的心上 超越了太多夢想
時光匆忙 不曾遺忘
隨時可以回頭看 那些時光
你在身旁 給我的溫暖

(*^^)/.。．：*：．。★，。：*。☆

給我力量 陪我闖蕩
也許我來不及講
你給的愛 放在心上 陪伴著每個夜晚
時光匆忙 不曾遺忘
有天可以回頭看 那些時光
你在身旁 忘記了悲傷

家后

My FAV HOKKIEN SONG..


有一日咱若老找无人甲咱友孝我会陪你
坐惦椅寮听你讲少年的时阵你有外摮
吃好吃丑无计较怨天怨地嘛袂晓你的手
我会甲你牵条条因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老有媳妇子儿友孝你若无聊
拿咱的相片看卡早结婚的时阵你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘看你为我目屎流

街角的祝福

多少个秋，多少个冬，我几乎快要被治愈好。
但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题，就无心自扰。
也曾想过，若真遇见，我们应该如何是好。
我想我还是会站在某一个街角，不让你看到。
只因为我不想打扰，只因为怕你解释不了。
只因为现在你的眼睛里，她比我还重要。
我只好假装我看不到，看不到你和她在对街拥抱。
你的快乐我可以感受得到，这样的见面方式对谁都好。
我只好假装我听不到，听不到别人口中的她好不好。
再不想问，也不想被通知到，反正你的世界我管不了。
若不想问，若不想被通知到，就把祝福留在街角。

lolz..

Well heard from koni tt it was hard or rather rare for me to compliment/praise guys.. lolz.. isit true?? or maybe she praises guys too often so tts y she tinks its rare for me haha.. well maybe guys get compliment by me would be tt 1 thing he did without me expecting it ba.. haha cos i'm still straight k..

Enough!!!

Stop treating me like a kid k.. I'm a grown up ordy n i can manage my money issue finely k.. Stop telling me wat to do for tis or that i'm really sick n tired of it man.. Ya now i really seems to spend my money like nth but dosent mean tt i dun plan for my future alrite?? So jus dun bother too much with my money issue k cos its e money tt i earn myself so i wish tt i can do wat i wan with it. I know tt ur care for me but but... jus not with money issue..

Outing

Yesterday went out wif mavis n koni.. Aft work meet them again was late tt koni.. lolz.. went to bugis cos they wanted to get their ear pierce.. its was like so damn long i went to bugis e last time i guess was with jason n his friends ba.. tink last year apr?? lolz ya very long time cos dun really like to go thr lo.. went to 77th street n mavis took damn long to decide to pierce sia. bout 30mins ba n at first was e guys goin to pierce n she was like "Huh u wan to pierce for me ar?!" N e guys was like "erm ya" face. lolz me n koni was like laughing kinda loud.. haha.. Then aft tt koni turn.. she erm no feeling she say lolz.. but aft a while both was like saying e pain is comin haha.. then went to have our lunch at sakae sushi at bugis junction.. e service sucks.. really i can say tt some time we customer service staff got a little attitude but e staff thr.. more worst.. first e manager or e supervisor.. we were waiting to go in since thr was no que so i thought tt it will be fast to let us go in n seat n e guys was at e counter on e phone.. we was like standing thr bout 10mins n no 1 bother to come to us to offer us in.. n i had to wave to one of e staff then she bring us to e table.. then seated we wanted to use e com to order food but it was not working.. so we ask e staff whether can help us on it n she say press e middle button n so i did it, but nth came up so she jus simply say "cant use" fuck sia.. such attitude.. then nvm so we order thru e staff mavis wanted a hand roll tuna mayo.. n i show to e staff oso.. then when e order came it was jus tuna mayo not hand roll n e one who serve us was a guy.. wat make it worst was tt whhen he came he jus put e order n dun even bother to infm was wat was being serve n e way he put down e plate was like throwing it.. idiot man.. then i jus say "did we order it? wat we order is hand roll tuna mayo." then e guys give one face tt make me wanted to bashed him up.. aft tt e table behind us had went off n their table com can work so we jus change it n when tt boy came again with our order we jus say tt e com at our table is not working so we change here. aft e eating we call for bill thru e system com. waited for 20mins n i was like "their a while is so long sia' wat shit is all this man... then koni jus wave to 1 of e staff n ask for bill.. so he came n counted wat we ate n ask us to proceed to e cashier n i say "lets go i dun wan to stay here ay longer" .. so ppl if ur wan go to eat at sakae sushi dun go thr.. k.. then aft tt went to watch movie.. me long awaited night at museum 2.. haha.. still hilarious.. haha.. then aft tt went to koni friend working pub.. but her friend was not working tt day.. so aft drinkin went hm bout 1130pm.. ya n now i was so addicted to transformer i watched transformer 1 for bout 5th time sia.. but titanic still e best haha.. so e next movie i muz watch is transformer 2!!!

Yah

Yahoooooo!!!!!!!!!!! My long awaiting IPOD touch generation 2 is here!! Finally aft the long waiting (though its jus 2days).. FINALLY i can have song to accompany me liao...

IPOD TOUCH

This is my third day without any music during my journey to n fro work n i tahan anymore!!!!Courts salesperson better call me by today sia.. I WAN MY IPOD!!!!

......

Finally get rid of 1 of my unused table which is takin up a lot of space in my room!!! Haha n oso finally settle my insurance le.. haha.. Ya btw any friends wanna get an insurance for urself oe family member?? let me know i can intro u to my policy agent.. is gud to start early for insurance cos u can get many things protected.. K I NEED TO GET AN IPOD TOUCH!! well my hp earpiece is dieing on me so to prevent it from happening to me AGAIN from other phone i decided to get 1.. so to save me from having to buy another ear piece n oso to prevent me from not listening to any music on my way to work n back... Well work i still find nth much n i wanna go ZOO!! last time i went was like 6 or 7 yrs ago n its change a lot... any1 up for a trip to zoo??

Fakes

Did i made a rite choice to go thr?? well i thought so cos those ppl i knew be4 i went to tt area was nice, friendly, gud ppl.. But aft goin to tt area n working with them for a few mths, i realise tt almost all are fake.. ya.. in ur presence they all can joke, gossips with you, at ur back they tok bout you.. Wats with the problem? Even other ppl from other area can oso sense it too.. Keep saying tt we are a family. Come on man wat family they ur are all racist!!?? Sry to say tt but it true sia.. Keep saying tt we need chinese ppl in e team but ur keep recruiting malays. Wat the hack.. Now then i realise tt its gud to say out wat you feel cos i did tt to priscilla as i was not happy bout wat she did last week. N aft tt we still can joke n tok cos no more conflict between us. But oso have to think of how tt person feel n wat you wanna say. Dun jus give excuse like she did follow wat you say or wat you wan her to do. Come on man WE ARE WORKING!! NOT SCHOOLING MAN!! Tink bout others race too be4 you tink bout ur same race k..

Tarot Card..

Well today wake up at 3.30am due workin at 5.30am. Dotz damn tired sia.. somemore slp less then 3hrs lolz.. aft work rush hm to bath n change due meeting chewie n si wei at bukit panjang at 6pm.. Gosh sia.. cos i forgot whr to chng to lrt haha.. Then left hm bout 5pm damn scare i will be late. When was on the MRT i realise tt it had been a long long time since i took the train to jurong side.. Bout 2yrs+ ba.. Haha reach thr bout 5.50pm i tink then call chewie nvr pick up then i jus walk walk thr lo c got wat to buy. then she came at 6.10pm si wei bout 6.30pm ba. Then we went to hk cafe to eat. Aft eating we proceed to thr Tarot Reading. N he ask wat we wanted to know but we both like oso dunno wat sia then jus choose e most common de.. Love Life haha.. 1st time i did a reading with some1 actually telling me wat ir means was like kinda fun but as i was shuffling the cards i was toking n jokin with chewie n aft i shuffle finished he tole me to tink of the question as i shuffle.. Dotz then i was like nvm la cos i DID tink ma haha.. aft he laid out the card n explain to me wat it means i was like ok cos i was still tinking wat it actually means la.. but aft explaining 2 or 3 more cards he tole me to do it again cos it was not accurate as when he explain i dun haf reaction. Then i did it again lo reshuffle n all those for e second time. Ok as usual laid out n from e 1st card he started i was like "DAMN RITE!!" Lolz.. n aft tt it was almost correct lo. Those money, family, tinking, past, now, my goals lolz.. really almost correct n my reading turns out to be a gud 1.. haha.. ok aft tt is chewie turns hers was a bit not ok la.. then aft tt heading to seletar reservoir cos dunno whr to go.. stay thr n chat bout 1-2hrs then headed hm cos si wei very sleepy.. Enjoy myself lolz haha thks for e ride n lift back hm Si wei haha..

........

Its dosent meant that when some1 keep quiet bout wat you did means tt person dosent feel anything. Its jus that they tend to keep to themselves. So when the person cant stand it anymore she can be more fierce or mean than any1 you met. Trust me. Some ppl jus tend to step out of the border. When she everything almost say ok but pls not everything she is ok with it get it?? So dun step on her shoes to many times. Ya i'm referring to me. I did mention that i can be the meanest person you every met. I can treat you good not because you deserve it but cos i treat you as some1 precious in my life. Like some of my really really good bros n sis n friends. But if you step over the border too much be wary. I can be the meanest person you ever met. Ya again girls cant be trusted. At work tts jus 3 of them who i can trust.

真的受夠了!

真的受夠了!!!不要再講他了啦!!!!就算是他的錯。。難道人不會做錯嗎??難道你們
都沒做錯過嗎!!??就講那些吸毒的藝人好了。。。 錯了又錯還說會改﹐結果呢??還
是被抓吸毒!!!他只是相認朋友有錯嗎??該停了吧。。鬧夠了沒呀。。真幼稚。。

SHOW

Well suppose many ppl knew wat happen to him but i still believe him cos if he is really wat tt gal say then those ppl around him will cfm know wat kind of ppl he is ma. Then for wat have to wait till soooo long when he is so famous to come up wif all tis crap.. N ya i tink e gal wanted something la but dunno wat she wan cos she took a pic of show via webcam.. n ya for wat reason u wan tak pic unless u wan to showoff to ppl.. So aft much tinking i still believe him lo unless he really damn gud in acting la.. Ok so longgg didnt updated cos really nth to update la life still e same jus getting really for TW!!! lolz cant wait man hope now is july haha.. work still fine or can jus say great lolz.. still missing tt some1 but didnt ctc long time ordy... K nth interesting to write so i jus end here....

CHALET

Yesterday had a chalet wif my working friends at downtown east. Had a fun n enjoy day with them. Meet poh lin n trudy first to check in n then went to buy things for bbq. Aft tt brian n alfred came n meet us. Actually was waiting for them to start the fire haha. Then daphne came bout 7 i guess then they are outside bbqin qhile me alfred n poh lin was inseide the rm using wifi playing facebook quiz. Lolz damn funny sia.. Then koni came at 10++ n brian went back. Bout 1 trudy n dap went off. Then left me koni alfred n koni friend came. Play some games till 4 like tt alfred fall alseep first then follow by me lolz. Wake up at 0930 today n check out. Fun goin out with them will plan e next outing again tog lolz.

你需要一个怎样的情人

常常和你/妳鬥嘴，但卻會處處着緊你的人

妳是一個愛在不言中的人。記得不要太在意對方的瑕疵，因為妳的伴侶雖然會常常和妳吵嘴，但卻會對妳很着緊。雖然表面上對妳愛理不理的但她暗地裡會為妳打點一切。單身的人要留意了，如果妳身邊有一個常常和妳鬥嘴，但卻會從妳身邊的朋友得知妳的狀況的異性，而且他更會在小細節上為妳打點好，妳就要好好珍惜了。

真的我喜欢的类型!!!!

My fav

Roses have always had a strange hold over man. Maybe it is the influence of the Victorian tradition of using flowers to express emotions that have led to this strange fascination. And the rose has always been the most popular of all flowers when it comes to expressing emotions. One reason for this is that roses alone have various shades that can be interpreted in as many ways as possible.

The green rose, though not abundant in nature, is a beautiful sight to behold. The color green has many meanings and can be deciphered to symbolize diagonally opposite things. The most significant and popular meaning of the green rose is fertility. The green color symbolizes richness, abundance and bounty. Green roses are a sign of plenty and copiousness.

Green is life, abundant growth, constant renewal of life and energy. The green rose signifies the constant rejuvenation of spirit, and is therefore a messenger of cheerfulness. Transformation and change are a necessary prerequisite for life to go on. And green roses express this spirit of rejuvenation very beautifully.

Green rose also symbolizes self-respect and well being. Being symbolic of all life force, the color green gives a rich meaning to a rose. The freshness of the springtime, the abundance of the rainy season, all is well expressed by the green rose.

Green is also a very pleasing color. Psychologists believe that the color green often imparts a sense of balance, stability and peace to the human mind. When you simply need to surprise someone, or please him or her, use a green rose. It has no overtones of love, but is replete with positive nuances.

A negative aspect of the green rose is that green is also the color of envy. The "green-eyed monster" has forever given the pale green a negative meaning.

However, generally the color green symbolizes the richness of nature and the completeness of life. A green rose conveys a message of plentitude and affluence, and augurs great success for any new venture.

Tired

Im breaking up, Falling apart soon.. Wonder how long more i can still hold on to my Armour tt i had been putting in front of me so i can put on e brave front. But recently i dun tink i can do it. Been too sensitive in some place till i wana kill myself really cant take it anymore. How will i pick up my piece of armour be4 it all fall apart? Who will be with me or lend me e strength to pick it up? I'm tired of holding it on for 5yrs ordy. Really tired till i dun really feel like myself anymore. 5yrs tts like kinda long but i tink i still hv to hold on for more yrs ahead but i really cant anymore. When i feel like crying i still have to hide in some place so other ppl wont c it. Maybe it oso my fault tt i want myself to have a brave front in front of every1 i know maybe in e beginning its all my fault for this. Which shoulder can i lean on when i wan to cry? Whr will be the place tt i can really really cry out loud??

Yesterday

I just can't believe you're gone,
Still waiting for morning to come
When I see if the sun will rise
And the way that your by my side
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or at least how the story goes
I never believed until now
I know I'll see you again I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

[Chorus]
I thought our days would last for ever
But it wasn't our destiny
'Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

Dun push ur luck

I can very mean if i wan to. So dun try ur luck too many times. Once i face to face say you tt will be e end of ur happy days ordy k. Dun push ur luck too far.

Ok due to some issue raising for my previous blog of my gf now i will blog bout tis particular person...
ya tts her Miss Koni.. One of my best sister at my working area.. lolz ya she's e one who complaint tt i didnt blog bout her. Nth to say sia somemore wan her pic u/l here haha.. She ar sometime quite blur la but hor oso lame till dunno wat haha n oso i can bully her.. hehe haha kk joking nia.. ltr she angry.. O ya btw koni i sure u will read tis blog de so wanna ask y u only comment bout me blogging alfred ar? weird leh hehe k la blog till like tis happy ma?? N dun eat too many prata at 1 go leh.. packet some for me oso can de hehe k la c u at work la.. buai..

My Gf..

Well recently i had a GF at work haha. ya tts my gf = good friend haha n he address me as bf = best friend haha kk kidding k.. He's another buddy at my working area cos i can bully him hehe ya those tt i can bully are my buddies. Okok i sounds bad but hey tts wat friends are for rite haha. K la joking nia thought i really tt bad meh haha.. he's e person tt really click wif me when we first know each other haha. Ending here ordy n I WANNA GO GENTING AGAIN!!!

Lunar

Yesterday went to lunar for ellen last day at sats party. well it was my first visit thr n it was gud. Fun n happy lolz. Meet koni first cos wanted to get ellen something then went lunar bout 9.30pm. Quite a few of e working colleague was thr ordy n cos i ltr had to meet danny they all but dunno wat time so i kept on holdin onto my bag. Order rumcoke n we a big group was like so high cos they got live band n mostly e songs they sing we mostly know so a big group of us was singing damn loud haha n i went out to answer phone call linda they all was so bad hide my bag cos i forgot to take it wif me.. Lolz but in e end i meet them at 1am haha really enjoy thr might consider goin again wif my working friends cos of the live band lolz. Ok aft tt went to meet danny n selina order sea breeze finished e drink then we was like dunno wanna go whr so we "stray" bout 2+ or 3 like tt went to Lau pa sa thr eat cos i was hungry haha left thr at 4 then reach hm is 4.30am ordy damn sleepy sia.. Take care ellen i will miss you de...

NEW WORK AREA

Well will be entering a new working area soon tink bout 2nd of march ba.. Will be going to CSU = CUSTOMER SERVICE UNIT. Its mostly work on passenger complaint ba not very clear yet. Thats means i will have more new things to learn. Ok la had been in check-in area for 1yr+ liao so a change of work scope is not toooo bad la lolz.. So hope all is well for me. Tink need to visit my doc again cos i losing my voice again ya so irritating sia.. N kinda long nvr went out wif my ite friends ordy miss them sia ppl pls pls come airport find me la even chat chat awhile oso gud leh...K blog again!!! sayonara..

Pic from genting!!

Ok i damn lazy to u/l pis here cos its damn slow so friends jus view in my photobucket.. thks!!!

GENTING'09

Genting

YO!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M back!!!! Yahoo!!!!! Had a really really really damn great time thr.. haha had to thks them for letting me join them in e last min. E members was alfred, koni, patricia, daphne, thomas, jennifer n me..Well was so looking forward to tis trip we departed sg at 15feb 10pm i guess.. then reach genting bout 5+ am n it was frezzin cold man bout 10+ degree ba.. n we had to wait till 3 pm then can chk in so in e mean time we need to find things to occuiped n we had taken breakfast 2 time on e first day haha.. cos tink too cold le so easy to felt hungry then went to chk in at 3 n then walk walk around n e scenery thr is really nice sia. If i had a bf next time i will surely go thr tog haha.. then had dinner aft tt went to wash up n jen n pat went casino dap went to hit e sack n left e 4 of us then me n koni went to alfred n thomas rm. N we play heart attack haha. be4 tt i dun really know alfred so well but at tt trip then i know tt he is another in my KNS list ppl lolz. ok me n koni was like have some "problem" wif them cos we smack like so hard.. erm ok la i'm e one who smack really hard lolz.. then went to bed at 5am? second day went to have breakfast at causeway bay, then we went walk walk n went k-box sang a few songs then went to e outdoor theme park it was really fun!!!! aft e outdoor went to e indoor one it was alrite la then had to slp early cos goin kl e next day.. 3rd day wake up at 8+ went to had e buffett breakfast then went to kl bout 10.30am it was damn hot thr.. n really nth for me to buy sia.. went to e chinatown had dinner n walk walk abit then went back to genting bout 8pm. N since it was e last day we decided not to slp then we walk walk around then jen, alfred n thomas went to casino. then e rest of us went back to dap rm n chat chat aft tt alfred came back first n we all was like toking non-stop aft tt thomas came back then we went to kfc cos me n koni wanted to use dap lappy n again dap was like so tired she went to hit e sack. then we went back to e rm n start packin our things then alfred n thomas came to our rm then i borrow alfred ds lite to play e game to make me awake but at 6+ i cant take it n fal alsp haha.. wake up bout 8++ went fot breakfast at hou wei thr n then walk walk around cos they wanted buy somemore things n departed thr at 3pm reach sg bout 9+.. really enjoy n willl u/l e pic when i have e time .. will surely go thr again...

V-DAY

Aft CNY e next thing is V-DAY. Had been celebrating alone for 22yrs ordy (included tis yr). Hmm sld i say i'm getting use to it or i had nth to look forward to?? Though i had 1ex be4 but we broke up aft 3 weeks so didnt get to celebrated V-DAY. Well its alrite la cos i'm working tt day so will celebrated will some of my working friends who are still single lolz. Ok on 15th wil be goin off to genting but tt stupid admin who take charge of our leave didint approved our last day of e trip which is 19th idiot sia.. jus 1 day oso dun approved damn angry n jus 3 of us leh.. IDIOT!!! so friends pls pray for me tt our DM can let us take ad-hoc leave. PLS PRAY!!!!

國境之南

如果海會說話　如果風愛上砂
如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假
我會聆聽浪花　讓風吹過頭髮
任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩

非得等春天遠了夏天才近了
我是在回首時終於懂得(也許天氣永遠會那麼熱)


當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把那一年的故事　再接下去說完
當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還


海很藍　星光燦爛　我仍空著我的臂彎
天很寬　在我獨自唱歌的夜晚
請原諒我的愛　訴說的太緩慢

當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把那一年的故事　再接下去說完
當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還

Closest yet seems so far~~

Well jus came back not long. Went out wif koni today to ms.. lolz ya ms again.. Meet bout 5.30 thr ba.. ya i mike n charlie again.. n few more days GENTING!!!lolz.. so excited sia.. First tme went to genting ya i suku k.. well nvm. haha i tink i gonna shop like hell at genting n kl lolz.. n then july taiwan damn!!! i need more $$$ any1 wanna sponser me?? hehe.; K was looking at my old hp msg n realise tt i n tis MR.E was like so close to being BGF but tt time i nvr confess n he was like jus not ready for another BGR. So tts y till now i still single lolz.. cos almost everynight we will chat on phone n some more we ar at e same sch n same cca so can see each other kinda often. Then got once i was sick n while tokin on e phone to him he sortta like know i sick n he say something like "Dun haf me by ur side u so weak ar" DAMN!!!!! Wat he mean like tt sia haha.. well its all like 3yrs ordy so it dosent matter to me ordy la. But sometime i will still tink if tt time either 1 of us confess first will we be tog till now?? well who know. But if u know my problems feom sec them u will know y i dun confess to e person i like/fond of. Tink onli Danny knows e real reason ba.. well ending ordy tc every1 c ya!!! N to my ITE now on POLY ordy friends Wish ur gud luck in ur EXAMS!! Try to meet out wif me leh or come airport find me hehe..

STAY OR GO??

Recently had been thinkin whether sld i stay here to continue study n work or go overseas to study. But even if i wanna study i still cant find a course tt i really really like now.. stress.. cos my current company really is getting from bad to worst. N somemore "RECESSION" n goin out find job is another difficult thing. Tts y i had been tinking of goin back to study. Well been looking at e courses in sin n overseas but still cant decide whether to stay or to go.. Tink haf to really really seat down n sort it out... OMG!! STRESS!!!

REFLECTION

Tink tis songs really fits me n e surrounding around me like some of my friends lolz.. but nvm la at least they make e effort to know me.. Take a look at e lyrics later. N oso tis few days i really have e urge to call you. Even thought i know it would be jus a few sentence but its gud for me le.. But.. i know you are currently busy with many things so i jus give up. N last week on e 23rd send 1 of my best taiwanese friend back to taiwan aft working heree for 1yr+ she resign n went back to enjoy life.. lolz.. really really miss her n i really did something nice for her haha but i dun didnt take e pic of my "hardwork" n today went to fetch 2 of my other taiwanese friends who went back hm to celebrate CNY. Lolz.. they are like so stunned to c me.. N ya genting trip on 15feb - 19feb!!!! yeh.. first time went other country wif my friends damn excited.. k la ending here le nite!!
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Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

ITS HERE!!

Yeh!! Chinese New Year Is jus around the corner!!! I really like tis festival damn much. Well of cos of the angbao lolz.. n oso we can all gather together at my aunt house which means all of my aunts n uncle will be thr haha. Then will start craping wif my cousins tthey all.. Well i really like my relatives cos they can joke wif us n oso they wont question us like got bf/gf ordy ma, when goin to married or like when goin to have childern like this.. Lolz.. they respect our personal life very much.. haha ok n now i'm damn suay man was down wif flu agan!!! n oso sore throat damn it sia... need c doc later be4 CNY!! Here by wish all of ur a HAPPY 'NIU' YEAR!!!!

Fark Off!!!

Frustrated, piss off, get lost!!! Wat i heard is not important, but wat ur say is all that matters. If you(your) have any comments bout me jus tell me straight in e face cos i dun wan ppl like your to act friendly in front of me n then in my back dunno stab how many knife's. I hate tis type of gals more that anything k!!! Get e hell out of my life!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HAPPY 2009 TO EVERYONE!!!!! Jus reach hm not long n while waiting for my hair to dry let me post some of e things hapen today. Ended work at 2.30pm then went back hm straight cos meeting danny n selina at 5 but lucky they change it to 6 if not i surely cant make it sia. Then at 6+ danny came n pick me up aft tt we are deciding whr to head to for e count down. i wanted to go marina square cos got fireworks but road closed so no choice we went to vivo lo. On e way i ask danny to call steve n say tt we are on e way to his place n tell him to come out wif us lolz as he not really wanted to come out la..but in e end he oso came out.. hehe but he say tt he wif his gf at kovan havin dinner so we will meet him ltr in w mean time we headed to compass point as dan n sel was kindda hungry so they went thr to eat as for me well i was not hungry so i acc them lo n tehn i msg jeff ask him whr he was as we are at compass point. Well he came to meet us for a while bout 7 he reach le then i n dan was like "shooting" him all e way cos really damn long HE nvr join us for e outing we had lolz.. But really fun to catch up wif him again aft so long. Aft e dinner bout 8 we still had 1 more hrs be4 we meet steve so we jus walk walk ard thr lo.. dotz really nothin to c sia.. then at 9 we headed to steve place n jeff went to join his poly cliques again lolz.. nvm la at least he still came n meet us for a while. Aft pickin up steve we headed for vivo n reach thr bout 10+ we sat thr like damn bored for e count down n e fire works but in e end in kindda disappointed me sia..aft e fireworks ended we are like finding places to have supper but....... we realy have no idea whr to go sia then danny jus drive anywhr lo first ended up in east coast park thr but e shopes all close sia then went to east coast again but another side to have satay aft tt we are like really tinking of whr to go as we are really hungry sia.. then sel was like go cineleisure thr as e hongkong cafe was 24hr then was on e way n we saw tis street wif e local chinese food n then we decided to went thr to eat. aft eating was like 4 ordy then we all headed hm.. well tt marks e first day of 2009 which i spent.. then danny for e lift cos i konw is really very tired for you lolz.. k gonna go slp ordy nite!!!