Friday, December 19, 2008

RECOVERING - - - - - - - 1%

Work was really tired tis week.. After my 6 days off goin back to work is like waking me up from a gud dream.. Not enough slp n idiotic pax.. 6 days of leave really did not much 11dec went to k wif dan, 12-13dec re-paint my rm, 14dec went to temple due end of yr liao need to do some prayers, 15dec slack at hm 16dec went out wif my working friends.. then yesterday was at trsf ctr.. damn boring n i almost fell asleep n then i decided to msg him.. well surprisingly he reply back damn fast lolz.. its quite a while i didnt ctc him le.. last was on 5dec if not wrg.. cos he promise to come to my bday celebration but in e end didnt turn up.. well cant blame him cos he's in e army so if he book out on sat n come down for e bday surely he will be damn tired.. aft a few sms exchange i jus realise tt is was all my wishful thinking.. Ya i admit i really wish for a lot of things to happen but in e end not even 1 came true. His sms jus give me e feelings tt we are jus normal friends really normal so i have decided to forget e feeling i had for him n move on.. n when deleting e msg i have still kept in my hp i was a bit cant bear to do it cos looking at those sms wif e words "TAKE CARE AR" is like my heart is pierce by something it may sound ridiculars but i really felt tt way.. MR.J thks for making my life more colorful jus by knowing you. You are a really great friend to have. Thinking back if i was more ladylike when i first met him would it turn out to be better.. Well who knows but i did try to be more ladylike or more depending to others when i was still in ITE cos many of my friends say i was so tomboy lolz.. but after 3 yrs of tryin i give up cos when i saw how my guys friend gf treats them or how some of e gals act like they are so "fragile" so tt e guys will always protect them but its like e guys will be very tired cos they always need to look out for them ya i know tt e guys are more than happy to protect e gals they like but i jus cant do it or rather i jus cant act like i was "fragile".. Still remember when i was in ITE 1ST yr i was like always crying in frnt of my friends cos if some conflickwif one n other n family then i was like kindda realise tt those who c me crying every now n then was like fustrated or wat ba.. N then i decided again tt i wont cry out in frnt of my friends again.. Lucky it was almost yr end so i wont be seeing them for a while .. N i manage to do it.. tt whole yr i really didnt cry in frnt of them again till when my grandma pass away but they oso didnt saw it la.. till now i'm still happy tt i did e action if not i dun tink i will have tis many great friends.. Sry MR.J my feelings for you wont take tt fast to be taken away.. so wish you all e best..( since i decided to post his "J" here of cos he wont c tis blog la n he oso didnt know bout my feelings so friends ur no need to guess who he is.. tata"

Friday, December 12, 2008

WATS WRONG??

Tis few days i'm really not e old me that i use to be.. Especially when i'm alone duno y n for wat reason i cant smile, laugh, joke like the way i use to be.. Even till now i really duno y i turn out to be like tis.. It is still ok before my bday celebration but aft tt day it seems like something is wrong inside me.. Am i goin back to my old self when i was still in secondary?? Which i dun like?? I NEED TO GET BACK TO WAT I AM 4 YRS AGO!!! TTS E ME THAT I LIKE!! FASTER WAKE UP XIAOXIN!!

PIC UPLOADED!!

Ok thks to MR SIWEI.. E pic tt he tok was finally uploaded after waitin so long.. lolz.. ok i know u busy hehe.. N ya if u wanna c e pic jus go to his blog n c la.. cos i damn lazy to copy e pic n blog it up lolz.. Bought e paint for my room n currently is paintin my room but need to wait for it to dry be4 i can start a second layer for it.. N thks to my bro who jus help painted 1 side n now is asleep.. dotz.. any1 free tml come help me la.. hehe.. kk gonna go liao.. take care every1!!! ciaossu...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Gud N Bad

Damn piss off working wif some PRC. If u know wat is prc then gud if not find out urself.. Few days back while working one of tis PRC really really piss me off.. strat work at 3pm n then keep tokin to her friends in other row for a whole 2hrs damn it.. n oso lazy to work.. wat e hell.. company pay u to work not to chat ok.. N oso to some ppl pls dun tok like u know me REAL well.. Like u really know me from head to toe.. Ok sometime i like to say wanna find a rich guy n get married wif tt person n then say i'm vain... HELLO tis is jus a joke ok.. if you cant take it then jus get away..cant i imagine it?.. Damn it sia.. Even not all of my gud friends know me REAL well they oso nvr say like tt who are you to criticize me?? Ok tts e bad now for gud... I'm on my 6days off from tml onwards.. Yahoo!!!! So anybody wanna ask me out pls let me now in advance lolz.. but on fri n sat i'm not free cos gona re-paint my rm or if u wanna help me oso can cal me.. hehe.. ok tts all goin to have dinner liao n Mr Siwei faster upload e pics leh~~~~

Sunday, December 7, 2008

PARTY!!

AFTERNOON!! Every1....So damn tired today jus wake up nia.. lolz.. ok yesterday celebrate my21st bday in advance haha cos many of hem thought yesterday is my bday.. well guys my actual is on e 11dec ok.. haha.. ok to begin wif on e 5th i work 5.30-1pm then went out to buy my shoe for tt day wif koni n ended up hm at 3.. aft tt went to buy more food n drinkwz my mom n sis incase its not enough haha.. n then slp at 5 wake up at 7 cos goin to buy more things for it.. went to yishun then bout 1 hr ltr finished buying then went hm.. went to work at11 cos mid-nite shift 1-9am dotz.. so little slp sia.. lucky my team-mates husband came to frtch her so we (me n koni) tongbang her car back hm .. reach hm bout 9.30 then change our clothes n slp for a while wake up at 12pm then koni went to meet her friend n me went to meet wif sharon n gladys. n then went to cwp but sushi for my aunt n headed hm at 2pm. Had our lunch n then started for e deco n frying of food.. bout 5 kelly n clara came ordy lolz they are e first to reach n then follow by siwei. at 6 more of my friends are here n i was like so busy haha cos edwin n johnson oso reach by 7 ma so long nvr c them so was toking to them lo.. but sill many of my working friends cant make it.. sad man n oso 1 of my bro steven make a sudden appreance dotz.. cos he say he cant make it due examz.. haha but tink he wana give e surprise haha ok thks for tt man really happy tt u can come.... ok at 8 cut y bday cake cos kinda many need to go back n btw i nvr make any wishes tt day haha..gona make up on e 11th liao n oso tis yr i have receive e most bday present ever damn happy haha n many of them are body care product. Aft tt went out wif johnson n his gf edwin n his gf,siwei n christina to a pub n i was a bit drunk ogosh i really cant drink man haha really happy..Lucky Siwei drive us hm lolz thks man.. Ok here are e presents pic...

Oke rest of e pic is still in siwei cam n my sis cam.. will upload again when i get it. N last but not least tis is e 1 priceless thing i receive it n e sender is show luo!!!!Damn happy!!

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Thursday, December 4, 2008

SHOPPING

Well Well Well... Yesterday went out wif qiufeng to buy e things i needed for my bday. Met at 1.00pm as usual i was e 1 waiting for other person lolz... nvm la.. then went to bras bersha see but cant find e balloons then call linda n she told me raffles city have so went back thr n then she qiu feng came up wif so many weird ideas till i cant tahan her aft buying went to marina sq walk walk cos wanna buy a shirt or something for tt day haha.. but then too early we decided to go mac n head 1 funny news tt haappen 3 yrs ago n e person involved is my ex.. dotz damn funny when i heard it lolz.. ok aft tt went to look for shirt lo.. spend bout 3 hrs ba till i finally found 1 i like haha n left is e shoe le.. last day tml sia.. have to rush n then had our dinner at hk cafe n we parted bout 7.30pm ba.. haha had a fun day wif her sia.. really very long nvr c her liao still e same.. Now i settle my shirt, cakes, catering n left is e decor any 1 wanna help me wif it?? can call me tt day haha.. til then ciaossu....O btw friends remember to bring cam tt day k cos i'm open to all photo reqst tt dat haha n oso be prepared for a big shock ppl hehehe......

Monday, December 1, 2008

LINDA!!!

Went to attend Linda Low my working friend from sats bday.. Reach thr bout 5.30pm wif koni n faezah was kindda warm thr.. then jus 3 of us thr tokin to ourselfs.. then bout 7++ more of our working friends came n e whole place was noisy haha.. n then was tokin bout my bday celebration on 6dec clara n kelly was like give me many many ldeas n really gud "ideas" like wearing cheongsum, or like 50s 60s themes wearing*-*... looks like they are more excited then me sia.. anyway aft singing bday songs for her; her friends really really did something nice for her tink like showing her clips in their laptop n oso sing a song only for her thought e song is jay chou song but they change the lyrics to a really really meaningful one even i heard it i oso wanna cry cos its really touching sia.. haha she really had many great friends.. ok for my bday settle my catering n now left is e decorations..Ok my hp is getting worst man.. really sld change it when i get my bonus so have to see see look look for new hp liao....

Saturday, November 22, 2008

PRESENTS

OK was thinking tt whether my my wish list is to little not lolz.. like i was goin to make all my friends bankrupt like tt if too many.. well but if u really duno wat to give me if u tink e list is too ex.. ok then u can jus give me wallet, bags, ear-rings, necklance, cosmetic products, body care items, or any things from swarovski or if really dunno wat suits me then jus an angbao will do.. hehe ya then i wil have extra cash to septn!! yipee!! But pls pls pls dun buy me any soft toys or dolls or any thing tt is too girly etc.. cos i really really vey very anti all those dolls n soft toys unless its doreamon but oso dun buy me any la cos my room no place to put too.. Oh ya... i wanted damn wanted to watch madagascar!!! but till now still cant find ppl to watch wif me sia... sad to tts e end of wat i wanted to say... ciaossu....

Thursday, November 20, 2008

YOUNGER PHOTO

Was browsing thru my younger days photo like i was bout 3 -4 yrs old ba.. haha damn young n found out tt i was kindda cute haha ok bhb but really ma... haha cute n innocent wahahah.. damn thick skin but come to think of it, i dun really have much or clear memory of my childhood days e only thing tt is clear is every festival my mom side relatives will gather n have bbq cos all stay at yishun haha n oso goin to temple which my dad was helping out wif.. ok can say most of e aunts n uncles at e temple really saw us till now.. haha n everytime they saw us will be sayin like "长大了" n oso "how old are you now" etc.. kindda miss those days at e temple cos me n my siblings will be playing wif e kids thr all sort of games like hop-scope, london-bridge, hide n seek etc n oso remember when i was younger my skin problem is really really really bad not like now tis gud.. ok maybe not like so many gals out thr e skin look so nice n fair.. but really better then last time.. N when young my mum will find all sort of ways to cure my skin problem "Eczema" tts e name of my skin problem. N since young i went through all sort of treatment like injection, bath in bitter ground water, drink chinese herb, apply white alcohol "white alcohol is some thing tt is use to kill bacteria not for drinkin" etc.. So tts y i dun fall sick easily as e chinese herb is oso helpin my immune system to be stronger n everytime when applying e white alcohol as it will be ppl helping me to apply n my mum will always by my side as i will really cried out damn loud haha.. cos painful ma. really have to thks my mum for all e hard work she help in finding e cure to my skin problems though it jus get better when i grow older but i tink if without those young treatment my immune system oso wont be strong. K thks mum.. haha ok 2 more weeks to my bday celebration hope all e ppl i invite will come n oso ya my grandma.. though u had left us for 3 yrs but i still remember u no matter wat.. Still remember when i was still young u always come over to our house to chat wif us n watch us grow up n oso how my mum always tell me to make a cup of milo without milk for you n tis special cup of milo i oso follow u drink really sry for not visiting you when u only left a few weeks.. really sry...hope u will be thr for me on my 21st bday~~

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Some Random Thoughts

Supposed all ppl living in singapore knows bout the man committed suicide by jumping to e white tiger exhibition. If you dun then well nth to say.. Ok wat i was tinkin bout it is tt well first y he wanted to committ suicide thr sia?? Somemore so many ppl saw it n "live" somemore. To me suicide is like a act of running away from problems like school,family,money,BGR,friends etc... I mean thr are ways to solve things rite thr wont be a dead end to all of the things tt happen to u. Like e man case, bitten to dead by e white tigers but dunno how many of ur knows tt actually they wanted to inject e Anaesthetic to e tigers but it might make e tigers more agitated n e man might suffer more in e end they jus deploy some shooter to put e tigers to sleep = kill them. Wat was lucky is tt when e shooter came e tigers had ordy let go of e man n went to their cage or feeding area so tts y they nvr kill e tigers. Imagine if e tiger still didnt let go of e man wast wld happen? All 3 of the tigers will be shot to dead but is it e tigers fault?? No i dun tink so they are acting wat they sld be somemore its e man who went down n get e attention of e tigers u might think tt i'm being sarcastic cos its not any1 i know tt is doin this but if u wanna die go die else whr dun involve other ppl or things in cos those ppl or animals tt is being drag in is really innocent Imagine if u comitte suicide by lettin a car run over u wat will happen to e car driver?? Obviously other ppl will think tt it's e driver fault n ur family oso will blame e driver but did they know tt actually it's u who wanted to be run over?? N also suicide commited due to peer pressure, like ppl are smoking, scrabbling on walls table etc, getting fight for nth, stealing things etc all due to peer pressure cos all e most of ur so called "friends" are doing it so u also do cos if u didnt follow them they wont treat u as "1" of them.. Or you are thinkin tt since my friends did it so many times didnt get caught u also wont? Well all tis is BULLSHIT....N aft tt u get caught for all e things n involve them then they all started blaming u that y u get caught n also drag them down n in class or school ppl will started treatin u badly n everyday e same things happen ppl badmouth u, talk behind ur back u cant take it then commite suicide. Well aft committed suicude wat will those "friends" think? Most probably they wil say i didnt tell him/her to committed suicide n aft e years they wont even remember you so wats e use of followin those "friends" trend. N some is due to studies like classmates are getting better result then u but in class they nvr study hard enough then you n so u think u are more lousy then them. Ok for tis some ppl i can only say they are talented maybe in tis area u are not talent but in others area u are Definitely better then them so dun tink tt if u are not gud in studys means u are not gud in everything. Some also due to parents, family. Parents in singapore 80% of e them wanted their kids to score damn well in all their exam like u muz score 90/100 in all e test ok first of all i wanna ask e parents do u tink now being students is eazy? I mean e subject is getting more more n more difficult now n also do u always get such a high marks in every test?? N i mean EVERY test from kindergarden till secondary?? Well tts up to you to think. Also wat the hell do u wan ur kids to get such a high marks in primary till sec 2?? i mean tt few years is e only years they can really enjoy being a child cos primay school is jus a learning experience for them to know wat is the subject n wat subject they like so tt in e future they can find a job that they really like n secondary is e days for them to know was is e meaning of life like getting involve in BGR, knowing many friends be it bad or gud cos all tis is really up to them to notice n take charge of. Ok back to topic wel like i say so wat if they get high marks?? For u to showoff to others parents tt ur kid/ child is clever?? N if you pressure them too much n they comitte suicide n u wil be starting to say "If i know i will never push him/her so much" Or "If i know i will let her enjoy being a student" HELLO~~~~ Wats e use of saying all these crap aft losing ur child?? Like if u know this u wont do tt... OMG .. To a child wats important is CHILDHOOD as tis is only once in a lifetime once they miss it then tts it.. It wont return again. N also image like sch hols other kids are playing enjoying themself n ur child is stuck at hm will tons of assignment to finished do you tink ur child will be feeling happy?? TT's y i'm greatful tt my parents aren't like e rest as long as i pass my exam they are happy for me.. Not tt they dun care bout my future but from wat i look at is tt they wanted me to enjoy my childhood days so tt they or myself wont live to regret it. N somemore if ur child follows watever u say n in e end it turns out bad for e child whos is it to blame?? E child or e parents?? So in e future when ur child is turning to a young adult like 17 - 19 yrs old let them have their own thinking, Let them choose wat they really like or want in their lives but oso let them know tt be it failure or success tt is their choice but i'm not tellin e kids or child not ot listen to their parents cos bein a parent is also n tiring things as they really have to worried for u till they pass away.. Now it's e BGR things.. Be it guys or gals kindda few of them comitte suicide due to they bf / gf Abandonment , break off etc u cant take it then comitte suicide. Tis is e most foolish things of all.. I mean for wats e purpose if ur bf / gf break off wif u n u startin Threating to die in front of him / her if him / her dosent return back to you?? Well from my views if any1 of my friends did tis act i will slap him or her hard in e face n ask them to wake up cos if you did tis ur ex wont return back to you some more will tink u are insane n wil not kepp in contact wif you.. N tts so many guys n gals out thr for you to choose who knows e next 1 u met will be better than ur ex.. Make them regret by finding a better person or make ur life better. make them think tt its their loss for not choosing you n not losing ur live cos they wont remember u in few yrs later..If it was my friend who comitte suicide due to BGR i will surely scold him or her even if it was at e funeral cos it make me really angry tt y didnt she or he turn to us friends when tis thing happen?? Money issue ppl own bank money, loan sharks money or even friends money. Ok for loan sharks i dunno how ur wanna repay them but in e first place y do u wanna borrow money from them first since u know e risk?? Crazy rite n in e end u cant return them n they keep pressing you for money u cant take in n jus go n die.. N if you a family wat will happen to ur family?? Ur wife or husband will have to re-pay all ur bad dept.. N bank ok if u own e bank money jus declare bankrupt. N go to e MOM ask them for help find u any jobs n jus get ur butt into e jobs n work to repay ur depts cos many of them will tink tt i use to be a manager la ceo la supervisor la so e next job i oso muz get tis same title or my old pay is $1800+++ so mine next job oso muz be tt high come on la in singapore out of 50 compaines i tink only 2-3 will recuit new staff wif tt high of pay or title be happy tt u got a job n if u have familys to feed wat will happen to them? By e time u get to e job u like wif e pay tt high or tt title u like they will stave to dead liao.. Ok well tts jus some random thoughts for wat i think no offence to any1 but jus treasure everything u have now.. Ok i'm working 3pm - 12 mn ltr any 1 wanna give me a ride hm??

Friday, November 14, 2008

TO MY FRIENDS

Came across tis songs when i was browsing thru imeem... N e lyrics was kindda meaningful so here's to all my friends~~~

SOMETHING BOUT HEAVEN

When I'm walkin' by myself
Along the path that I should follow
I can see one reason why
I'm happy I can face tomorrow
No ones gonna change my mind
I'm gonna let my spirits climb
As high as I can go I feel this way because I know

There's something 'bout heaven
That brings you down to Earth
Here in the moment with chapter and verse
Oh we talk about living life for all it's worth
It's heaven on Earth sharing my life with you

Suddenly I'm in a place
I've never been and see no danger
All you said was walk with me
And you will never be a stranger
All the world is here for me
I opened up my eyes to see it
That's the way I see it
And its all because of you

Oh there's something 'bout heaven
That brings you down to Earth
Here in the moment with chapter and verse
Oh we talk about livin' life for all its worth
It's heaven on Earth sharing my life with you

Oh it's heaven on Earth (on Earth)
Sharing my life with you

I am free cause I can see so far beyond the here and now
Knowing heaven waits for me just clears it up for me somehow
Everything I see and hear with everything you touch it's clear
You are with me everywhere you never let me down

Cause there's something bout heaven
That brings you down to Earth
Here in the moment with chapter and verse
Oh it's all about living life for all its worth
It's heaven on Earth sharing my life with you

Oh there's something 'bout heaven
Oh here in the moment

Thursday, November 13, 2008

WATEVER

Ok yesterday was my 1am - 9am shift n e day before i slp at 4pm till 9pm.. dotz was still tired after waking up then left my house for work at 11pm.. work was gud yesterday n aft tt had to go orchard to settle thngs n drag thr till 3++ sian.. cos i thought it will end at 1 then i can go for my hair cut but... anyway go hm first to put my bags n my working clothes at tt went to my cousin place for my hair cut~~~ it was nice haha... n then met up wif leekho, ivy lee xue ling n gilbert as ti was ivy bday went back to orchard but raining sia.. so aft our dinner went over to marina sq k-box.. well didnt know tt leekho voice was tt nice man.. haha of all e guys i went to k wif he's e first tt e voice is gud.. haha.. i mean he is more better than e other friends.. next time muz go wif them again...

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

KONI!!!!

Well tis morning was on da way to work n receive a gud news~~~~ Is tt some1 is gonna buy me e fossil watch tt i wanted!!!! haha n it's KONI!!! well she's e 1 tt really really a great sister i had haha.. work or outside we will really tok alotz n share things great to know her at work.. haha ok well anyway as i was on e company transport she msg me saying tt e watch on my wishlist is very nice so i say "of cos la i like de ma" haha then aft tt was tokin bout e watch n i know tt she is goin to get it for me.. haha.. in e end she say like tt no surprise liao haha.. Well koni cos my EQ is higher ma so i know wat u tinking wahahah... anyway really thks for e thought n e watch is oso damn ex sia.. haha.. but u dun surprise me wif any similar watch tt u gonna buy in bugis street ok!!! N today n work was damn damn piss off wif e management.. well in e morning many staff but aft 10 left only bout 8 -10 which is not enough for sq economy -_-" then i actually was finishing work at 1300hrs but due to no staff n oso only 2 staff was at row 9 internet check-in ctr me n my friend n both of us end at 1300hrs we are damn tired sia.. but till 1245 still no staff then went to inform e duty manager cos at ctr we can leave 15-20 mins earlier but due no staff both of us have to leave e ctr at 1300hrs n oso i'm starting work tonight 1am!!! OMG ok gonna end here n catch some slp liao.. take care every1~~~

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Re-organised

Well last few days was off so did some re-organized wif my room.. hehe move e "family com" from my sis room to my room n so need to move some furniture to make my room look bigger hehe.. N it's 1 more mth to my bday celebration!! Yea!!! Cant wait sia.. but some of my friends still like cant make it.. omg... lets hope all my ite friends can come lo.. haha 21st!!! ok gonna catch some movies next week on my off days.. Hm.. wanna watch madagascar 2 n oso coffin. Still waiting for e ice age.. ok gonna slp ordy workin mornin tml.. dotz... till then take care~~~

Monday, November 3, 2008

Test

Well Due to my bday is jus next mth so tis test is specially done to let more friends to know me... Lolz... Ok so see how well u REALLY know me.. If you are free friends pls go do it la.. haha.. so tt u can know wat to give me for my bday..Although not all is bout wat to buy for me la but still hehehe gud luck....

Sunday, November 2, 2008

NANANANA

Well jus return back from jimmy bday chalet n damn long nvr saw steven n chris liao.. haha saw them so happy tog i oso happy for them.. well they nvr change too much sia.. still e same 1 i know 3yrs ago.. well so fast time flies.. its 3 yrs ordy since i grad from ite.. really miss ite life.. Still remember e first time i went to my class.. haha look around all those n my class many guys n all are ah beng looks n tt time i still e timid gal so damn scared to know them but e second day christine turn up n she is e gal i first know in class n we are in e com rm n we are jus seatin behind steven haha then chris n me was like so scared cos steven was really ah beng look then.. But still chris was like pluck up her courage n like ask steven tt wat was his name n like since same class muz get to know one another.. haha.. N all those time in e com lesson playing cs n i always gana "ciam" by them, n also skip lesson play b-ball, go to e theater to sing songs n watch movie always went sch late n left early haha due working, oso tok back to our teacher, always make fun of beng foong, exam always copy others 1, n also always go alpha zone.. N get to know more friends thr.. Tis all will always be in my mind sia.. really miss e life.. n also at chalet play big 2 n e loser had to choose truth or dare.. n found out something tt makes me tink diffferently of chris.. N also they 2 knows bout who i like haha.. well dunno y so long nvr saw them but i still trust them... Letting them know who is e guy is..... not a bad thing afterall. haha ok will try to meet them out again!!! N also my bday will be held in my house void deck on e 6 dec will inform ur guys again my add.. well till then take care every1!!!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

alike

Well Jus saw e "Million Star 3" programme n saw tis guy tt look alike wif show OMG....

Saturday, October 25, 2008

work

Well jus reach hm botu 1.30am from work.. today was damn busy dunnpo y so many ppl goin overseas.. n so little staff aft my break form 8-9 when return to e ctr e que was damn long... n did my very best to check in fast n somemore use my fast pace to check in but~~~ everytime when i see e que it was like not moving at all!!! Dotz.. n oso really piss off wif some passenger.. wat e hell do they tink tt they can jus que up at our ctr (as economy row they have que lines) jus right in front of us when actually we got a que line n e line is damn pack wif ppl n they still can ask i did internet checkin can i drop my bags here?? as i was in r4 tts for internet checkin.. are they blind or act blur?? cant they see we are getting ppl from tt que line n oso cant they see tt they are ppl queing?? OMG... well tt marks e end of today.. wanna catch kindda few show.. The coffin, Madagascar n ice age haha any1 wanna go watch either 1?? call me or msg me haha k goin slp ordy nite!!!!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

TEST!!

Well didnt know tt my english was tis gud haha (thick skin) till i did tis test n heres e link
http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-commonly-confused-words-test

Your result for The Commonly Confused Words Test ...

Intermediate

You scored 79% Beginner, 93% Intermediate, 60% Advanced, and 60% Expert!

You have a good understanding of beginner and intermediate level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of the beginner and intermediate level questions correct. This is a good score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got a respectable score.

Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

warrior orochi


WARRIOR OROCHI!!!!! Well damn into tis game now came thru tis game by my bro psp. A game wif action, adventure, hardcore and strategy. Got quite a few round to clear e lesser e round left e harder it gets.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

CONTACT

Its been quite a while since we ctc each other. Jus tt he msg me ask me got any gud nite msg not.. haha then at work was kindda bored n msg him. Took him kinda long to reply haha cos he still in camp n bookin out today. Was having kinda long conversation thru sms. From PIE till i reach hm if not wrg tis was e longest conversaton we had gud gud gud.. ok was browsing thru friendster n found some shocking things well as predicted ba.. N i as so damn into psp sia.. keep taking my bros to play haha cos out "family" com spoilt!!! damn it sia.. so now using my bros lappy ok tis mth pay was so so have to make ends meet man n oso savin up for taipei trip on 2009 oso my bday celebration.. gona go broke sooner or later n oso damn in to naruto shippuden... it was getting nicer well cant wait for e anime to start was watching manga really gud!!!

Thursday, October 16, 2008

video

song

When i first heard tis song really drive me to tears. It was so real life e songs if u guys know it was sang by kang kang n in e starting n near to e ending was some "o.s" by his ex gf (her real feelings). Tis song really will make me tears :

这次妳真的要离开了
妳决定这样放手
放在心里的一些回忆 
妳说妳不再提起
我们的爱无法继续 
有人慢慢的将我代替
代替我给妳幸福快乐 
我舍不得又能如何
我们的爱走到谷底 
没关系我会好好的
我会彻底的选择逃避 
忘记妳谈何容易
我和妳还是站在原地 
我听见哭泣的妳
我已经尽了最大努力 
妳说妳不再考虑
我们的爱无法继续 
有人慢慢的将我代替
代替我给妳幸福快乐 
我舍不得又能如何
我们的爱走到谷底 
没关系我会好好的
我会彻底的选择逃避 
忘记妳谈何容易
我们的爱走到谷底 
没关系我会好好的
我会彻底的选择逃避 
忘记妳谈何容易
我和妳还是站在原地 
我听见哭泣的妳
我已经尽了最大努力 
这次妳真的离开了

Friday, October 10, 2008

Pic

Ok here's e pic tt was taken at my bro bday..
Ok i look damn ugly sia.. haha nvm now lets intro ur to my family members~~

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Bday

Well today end work at 9am. Actually was working 1am to 9am so really didnt had enough slp, end work reach hm bout 10.20am. Slack at hm bout 2hrs then went to sentosa wif pei hun n queenie. Well both of them didnt wanna get tan skin so i went walkin by e sea haha stay bout 1 hr at e beach then went to e image of singapore first time i took so many pic wif my friends haha n i was dress so shabbily well who cares. Hang bout 1hr30min in e image of sin n went over to my bro 18th bday haha.. really cant find e place e taxi driver was goin like round n round finally found it n my familys are not thr yet well nvm at least i know some of his friend aft like 8plus they reach finally bought a cake for him n lucky it was enough for all of them if not paisei sia.. will u/l e pic once i get them.. hmm n guess wat they got for my bro?? A PSP!! ya damn envious sia.. haha.. well nvm la.. was actually tinking how many kgs cake sld i buy haha cos still dunno who will be comin tink 3kgs ba .. really hope all tt i invite will come then will have more fun!!!

Monday, October 6, 2008

Long time no see

Yesterday went to attend huan da 21st chalet well off work at 4.30 pm then take train to pasir ris.. actually meeting david at 5 to buy present for ah da but last min he cant make it so nvm lo.. haha went to white sand walk walk see see.. then bought his present then take bus to costa sand.. was walkin to e traffic light saw johnson n siwei.. well really damn long nvr saw them liao haha very happy cos dunno who will be at ah da chalet so really happy to see them.. then they wanna go for pool first then go wif them lo.. cos go early oso nth to do.. reach e chalet bout 7+ then we three was like so lonely cos all thr de we all dunno 1. so we 3 crap among ourself lo.. really happy ot c them la.. but tt johnson first thing say bout me is i grow fatter liao.. haha ya lo really muz go on diet liao n exercise!!!! N siwei didnt know tt he like to take photograph n oso play gituar haha mux intro him to my sis n bro cos 1 like photograph n e other is learning guitar haha k ending here liao tis week my bro bday sian"-_-" so many ppl bday goin broke le.. n ya ppl if i had told u earlier bout my 21bday chalet it will be forfeited due e date i wan n e chalet is all booked ordy but i will still be having buffet at my house will have singing session n majiong haha if wan basketball or badminton oso can.. let me know.. haha n ya my mum is singing k now in e house so ur guys sld know y i like k so much +-_-+ haha buai~~~

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Week

Well had been damn busy tis week at work.. dunno y so many passenger tis week.. was working like hell.. but then again ok la.. jus met 1 f**king passenger damn piss off if it was mine last day at work cfm will let him lose face sia.. anyway enough of it.. well tis week 1 of our family cat pass away e 3rd to go in our house but tis 1 is very healthy but e first to go among his 3 bro.. kindda sad though not really pamper the cat.. well thats life.. N today went out wif queenie to marine square aft havin our lunch n dunno whr to head off to we decided to watch "CONNECTED". A nice film as e story was not draggy it jus happen so fast tt u cant even realise that they had went straight to e story. Muz really say Barbie Hsu acting skill is really good, e file consist of comedy,trilling n touching though e touching part is jus a small part but still nice rate it 3.5/5 muz go watch it k ending here needa work tml AGAIN~~

Saturday, September 27, 2008

射手座

射手座

射手座的女生通常會吸引很多異性追求,但是射手女的頭腦太清楚了,她會不敢去愛,於是就會跟很多人保持哥兒們的關係,跟所有異性都保持安全距離.

射手座的人,是屬於那種自己覺得自己很聰明,可是他講話太直了,然後常常不自覺的刺到別人,有一點像是處女座,在人際關係上,都會做的事情是一樣,但是射手座又更讓人家覺得不能忍受一點,而且射手座常常在忙自己要忙的事,譬如他會告訴你,他不出國唸書,他想要去工作,然後賺那一點錢的原因是,他要磨練自己的心智,這樣的人職場態度會有一點問題。

射手座也是一個開朗大方,像太陽般快樂的星座,所以受到的注目一定不會少啦!通常只要射手保持良好的笑容,和天生的幽默感,朋友就會蜂湧而至!

男孩系:天蠍座、射手座。
這兩個星座的男生喜歡有個性的女生,太典型的女生化,對她而言不但沒有挑戰性,而且會太過嬌柔,那些甚至會跟他嗆聲的女生,才會獲得他們的欣賞。

射手座的女丑是走歐巴桑的路線,她具有歐巴桑的氣質,非常的親切,走平民路線,更重要的是她會開自己玩笑,她的女丑性格在跟一般朋友相處或者菜市場裡面特別能發揮,她的搞笑很可愛不做作很真實。

出了名的樂天派,天塌下來都不會怕,精彩的夜生活讓她們開心還來不及,叫她哭什麼?正好碰上幾個壞人,享受一下刺激的快感,這才叫生活,這才叫人生,怎麼會輕易就讓自己哭呢?就算她哭,也是裝的。

射手座的人他就是太撐了,他甚至寧可不要愛,他也不要留任何話柄讓人家說他不好,或說他不優秀,所以就算他知道自己選錯了,他很後悔,但是他也會在心裡告訴自己,要用智慧去轉化它,很多射手座就會把它視為一種考驗,或把它視為是一種激勵自己成長的動力,很多射手座就把苦果默默給吞了,對外還要宣稱,其實自己過得還滿好的,其實這段關係,會走成這樣,都是自己的錯,總之會有一肩扛的態度,莫名其妙到一個不行,很多射手座的人,其實自己過得非常壓縮,非常地辛苦,然後又傾向,把歡樂帶給大家,把痛苦留給自己。

射手座女生個性很直接又不拘小節,對於一些雙關語或拐彎沒角的話聽不大懂,即使聽的懂,她反而會很看不起對方,射手女認為,喜歡她想要追求的話就直接講,何必用一些肉麻的話來表達,這反而讓她認為對方沒有男子氣概而生輕視之心。

你的白馬王子是一個充滿熱情和冒險心強的人,他對戀愛、對生活也充滿著活力。因為你是個做事全力以赴的人,加上你的個性自由奔放、熱情洋溢,所以不盡力做事的人,絕對不能得到你的芳心。

射手座的女生性格很酷,個性非常獨立,對男生不假詞色,讓男生覺得很難追,再加上射手女常常會故意刁難男生,反而激起男生想挑戰的欲望,認為這麼難追的女生如果可以追的上手的話,代表自己很厲害。

屁後的反應^^"
完全不掩修飾的說,剛剛的屁...我放的!還會開玩笑的說,別在意!

射手座們對於整這個字根本早就融化在他們的血液裡,他們只要有一口氣在,絕對不會停止這項對他僅次於吃飯睡覺的活動。整他們有個要訣,就是要讓他們覺得你是個老實人,很容易騙;只要他們相信你這部份的特質,就很容易整到他們,因為他們判斷事物常帶著先入為主的觀念,很容易因為這樣而判斷錯誤。所以要整他們得要有相當大的覺悟,不要整得太嚴重,他們可是會因為這樣而不太相信你喔!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Sag

SAGITTARIUS
THE Zodiacal Sign of Sagittarius commences on November 21st, but for seven days it does not come into its full power until on or about November 2Stfi. From this date onwards it is in full power until December 20th, and is then for seven days gradually losing its strength on account of being overlapped by the incoming Sign Capricorn.


The symbols for Sagittarius are the hunter and the centaur, a mythical half-man, half-horse. This sign symbolizes the search for wisdom; this is the sign of the philosopher and the explorer. They have an appetite for learning and travel.

Such people prefer to be footloose and fancy free, however should they become involved in a relationship they make it as enjoyable and as much fun as possible. Normally they are very gregarious, but they will be glad to find the time for that special relationship.

They concentrate all their attention on whatever they are doing at the moment, and seem to see no other way but theirs until their effort is made.

They are often the great workers; such people never seem to tire until they drop with fatigue. They would rather learn on their own, through travel and experience, than endure structured classroom environments and routine work assignments.

These people are usually successful in business, but never feel themselves confined to any one line. They follow the rule if they have been successful in some one thing there is no reason whatever that they must follow it through life.

To have an open minded and intellectual curiosity means that these people are willing to learn about other people in an effort to understand them, while being trusting and open. High spirited and congenial, they are a gifted conversationalist, a wonderful storyteller, and a born entertainer.

Nearly all of them are devoted to music. They often make brilliant musicians. It is also writing, publishing, TV, communications and enterprises where there are many representatives of this sign.

These people are, however, inclined to go to extremes in all things, and make sudden decisions, or change their minds rapidly, for which they may have regrets, but they are too proud to acknowledge their error.

One of their great difficulties lies within relationships. They are completely able to be faithful to two people at once.

The men of this Sign nearly always marry on impulse and regret it afterwards, but they are too proud to show their regrets and too conventional to appeal to the courts for assistance, so they often pass for models of married happiness even when they are the most wretched. The women born in this Sign are, as a rule, the nobler of the two; they love to make their husbands successful and will sacrifice everything to that end. They are usually great church-goers. On the other hand both men and women when they settle down they usually treat themselves strictly. They refuse to let the relationship get stale and always look for ways to bring excitement into the union.

Such people, in general, are representatives both beginnings: strength, because it is a survival mechanism and a weakness because are vulnerable to the demands and influence of others. Frank Sagittarius does not hesitate to give an honest opinion, which can seem tactless.

They venerate law and order and make the best of mothers. People born in this period, even when successful, should never cease to be actively employed inactivity for them would mean despondency and an early decay.

Sagittarius - The Sign of the Centaur
In the Sagittarius' character there are combined such qualities as reliance, affability and courtesy. People who were born under this sign come along with the people easily, but it is much more difficult for them to become close friends.They do it very very cautiously. The Sagittarius usually loves sports, nature, traveling , to learn and to win . The Sagittarius likes all doing in the company surrounded by close people. His mind and body are both requiring constant intellectual, emotional and physical loading.

Friends
They are the nicest friends in the zodiac. These people are not a meet-for-coffee friend. They are doers and they make the best travel companions. Their most lasting unions and friendships would be made with people born from March 21 to April 19-26, and July 21 to August 20-27, or in their own period.

Health
They will be more inclined to suffer from rheumatism than from any other disease, also from a delicacy of the throat and lungs, and skin troubles. Physical problems, however, are apt to be the result of unrestricted diet or an over-indulgent pursuit of other pleasures. Sagittarians are also subject to an overpowering urge to gamble, which can be ruinous for some. They also, especially in their latter years, suffer from the nervous system.

Color
Their most suitable colors are all shades of violet and mauve and violet-purple.

Stones
Their most favorable stones are amethysts and sapphires.

Chalet

Well Well Well, jus return back from e chalet.. haha quite ermm happy ya.. jus some re-cap.. day 1 meet wif sharon n steven first .. aft tt watch movie n went to bbq chicken to eat.. not bad.. like e food thr.. aft tt steven friend come join us n aft eating went to buy those bbq stuff at e!hub well really nth much to shop thr la.. haha.. ok aft buyin at e!hub went back to chalet stay bout 1hr or so watch movie again, aft tt went to tampinese mall n century sq to buy e rest of e stuff ya cos 3 of us nia nth to do at e chalet oso.. aft tt sharon went to look for her friend n left me n steven only.. went back to chalet put those things down n aft tt went to e beach to walk walk.. Was walkin aimlessly thr n when decided to go back to e chalet did a u-turn n saw a meteor!! haha first time saw it.. haha hmm ok la but too many tree ahead if not more nice.. aft tt went back to e!hub walk walk while waitin for sharon to come back. She reach thr bout 12mn.. haha cinderella sia she.. ok then went back to chalet watch movie again then me n steven was tired ordy wanna slp but since shaon was afraid of dark we left e lights on but we 2 cant slp due to e lights dotz.. then bout 2 plus i guess while sharon went to e washroom i off e lights haha cos its too bright!! then it sharted to rain n she was damn scared n slp damn near to me dotz.. ok nvm finally fall alsp. day 2.. wake at 10 plus went to mac eat n aft tt went bowling 3 of us.. haha me score e highest 112 i guess aft tt jimmy they all reach le.. n e room was full of laughter n noise. much better then day 1.. haha.. aft tt we all went to e!hub again to zone x play e b-ball machine all tt.. bout 4.30 went back to chalet start bbq then 5+ jeff reach then all was chatting outside n eating too.. quite long nvr meet up ordy they have so many things to chat haha.. then around 8 danny reach le.. finally saw him back to his old self gud.. then i accompany jeff to watercross thr cos he was goin to celebrated his 21st thr wif his friends.. but i nvr thought tt it was tt longgggg walk haha.. nvm la cos nvr exercise n so long nvr saw him so its alright.. bout 45 mins walk ba back n forth.. hm watercross nice ambience haha.. then aft tt walk back again n tis time saw a bat haha.. so funny sia.. aft tt bout 10+ jimmy xian zheng dom wilson all went hm.. tink they find it boring thr ba.. haha guess so cos nth for all of us to do ma.. aft tt left 5 of us.. went to e!hub again was tinking how many trips i went thr since day1.. hmmm. nvm aft tt hang at thr bout 10 mins then went back to chalet then play uno n poker.. n all of us was laughin like crazy.. haha.. hmm.. aft tt all slp at 2+ cos some drink liquor n some felt slpy.. haha... day 3. jeff went back bout 7am i guess.. aft tt i slp till 9+ damn tired.. then pack up n ready to go hm.. reach hm bout 11+ n slp then have to plan for mine 21st ordy chalet will be at nsrcc cos thr can sing songs haha. bring own cds thr.. date will inform again la.. hope tis time will be fun..

Thursday, September 4, 2008

怪哦

发生那件事已经是第三天了。。而我今天终于,终于哭了。。但不是为了那件事而哭,是又想起了我的外婆。。不知道为什么我哭的原因只会是看到感动的戏分和想到我的外婆才哭。真的是哭不出来而不是不想哭。。而这件事除了我的一些工作朋友知道之外,还有他。不知道为什么我很想跟他说,但之前跟我工作朋友说她们都说没事的但我还是没什么心情。。不过告诉他之后,我真的没什么去想了。。真怪哦。。

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

哭不哭??

我不知道原来我这么的讨厌自己哭直到今天。。在工做发生了一件事,很大的事但不想说了。。
事情讨论完后我真的很想哭出来但是我却说"苏晓馨不能在柜台哭,不能。。"我这么的告诉自己。应为我不想在我不熟的人面前哭。。 不知道为什么。或许不想他们以为我很脆弱吧。。 但在熟人面前我也应该不会哭超过10次吧?? 这5年来我真的没哭过这么多次。。 我不爱哭但我很会哭。但我也不想哭。。 除非我被冤枉。我真的很讨厌被人家冤枉的感觉。。但今天那件事告一段落时我没哭。。回到家也没哭。。不知道是哭不出来还是不想哭。真的不知道。。。KONI 谢谢你的那句话。。 真的对我很重要

Monday, September 1, 2008

内心深处

[[老实说你喜欢我对不对??]] 这么简单的一句话,常常僵在嘴边说不出口,怕的是对方摇头或点头。 很吊吧这句话。 应为我觉得每个人都会有这样的想法。 怕对方摇头是应为你也喜欢他/她,而怕他/她点头是你对他/她的感觉只是朋友没别的。所以不知道如何告诉他/她。 但是我不会说出[[老实说你喜欢我对不对??]] 这句话应为我很怕是我一厢情愿的想这。所以我可能只会说
[[我喜欢你]] 至少我还有台阶
下。 但这句话从来没从我口中说出给另一方知道。只会告诉我的好友,让后就把这份情感隐藏起来。 应为我很怕他会说他一直把我但好朋友看待没别的。但让我最伤心的是当他知道后联朋友都没的做。应为我曾经有过这样的结局。在中学时我曾经喜欢过我班上的一个男同学,在他还不知道我喜欢他时,我们每天在班上还会聊天。但直到我把这份感情告诉了当时那些"好姊妹" 后他就一直一直躲这我,联跟我谈话都不肯。我好恨我自己为什么要告诉别人呢??我也好恨那些"好姊妹", 为什么她们要这样做呢? 从此我就不再相信女人了。 想想看我跟那个男的同班四年, 四年我们都没说过一句话。很夸张吧?? 对或许有把但不会多过1句。到现在我才开始慢慢的学会相信女人。 或许要谢谢那些曾伤害我的人吧。 要不是她们我也不会这么会看人。 也所以到现在我都不敢表白,应为我真的不知道要如何处理尴尬的局面。终觉得当朋友比较好吧。。

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Lost!!

Lost!! I lost my fav thing yesterday!! My necklace~!~! Ya e one my friends brought for me on my last yr bday.. OMG... was wearing it to work as normal but when reach my ctr then realise tt it was gone!!! Damn moody tt day then my colleauge ask me out to cheer me up.. hai.. damn careless... was tinkin wanna buy a new piece e same one as they bought for me.. but buying a new one is not e same meaning as they bought for me.. somemore its my fav shop Swaroski.. Hai~~ Sorry danny, Sorry jeff, Sorry steven ,Sorry Sharon.. Very sorry for losing something tt ur gave me..

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

No title

Well caught a flu again~~ was workin today suddenly dunno y got flu hai lucky was half of my working day then gana flu if not die sia hope will get better!!! planning for many things sia.. etc 21st chalet, 2009 taiwan trip, buying laptop haha muz save money !!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

National day over!!! Hmm.. yesterday wanted to catch e fireworks but we are late n by the time we reach tonz of ppl were thr ordy.. so all we cld see was half of the fireworks only.. sian.. newyear muz go earlier liao loves fireworks~! haha hmm saw e comment he give me.. althought jus a small sentence but still can make me happy haha.. wonde how's he doin sld be ok la wanted to see him bald head hehe.. really miss him althought we dun know each other tt well haha wth.. but ... hai~~~ really thinkin sld i let him know my feelings anot .. cos scared if let him know then we wont even be friends then i will be more sad.. cos e sec sch days "shadow" i still cant get rid of it.. haha.. nvm la friends can last longer..

Friday, August 8, 2008

Management

Work load is kindda busy n oso not gud.. Management at S**S was really getting worse. Now dun allow ppl to work ot on rest day n wanna force us work overtime on our working days so they can save a lot of cost but if u say u dun allow ppl to work on on rest day then for wat still wanna ask ppl to work ot on tis 2 days?? Weird rite.. Dunno wat la.. nvr tink of e staff.. can understand that ur are short of staff but that really means that something is wrong wif e management ma go n find out wat is e cause of it rather than asking staff to work overtime on their workin days . If they got plans how?? Plead wif them ar or show 'face' to them?? Then if like tt confirm u will always short of staff cos other will find jobs n jus resign thr. Pay jus 1200++ at deduction of cpf.. Does cpf deduct so much?? Thought only 20% from the pay but it seems that they are deducting more than tt.. If can get 1800 then sld left with 1440 ma but only 1200 sian sia.. Such a BIG company but management is not gud.. Hai.. Anyway really fed up at work tis 2 days idiot sia..

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Chalet

Well had some problem deciding which banglow sld i choose for my 21st b'day friends pls help to decide leave comment on e chat box most vote will win thks. Hv 2 choices but dunno which 1 to choose.. Here's the map of aloha changi




Here's the chalet details:

FAIRY POINT CHALET 3


Double-storey chalet fully furbished with living room set with TV and games table; dining room set; 5 bedrooms (air-conditioned) and furbished with beds (1 queen-sized and 8 single-sized), wardrobe, dresser, bedside table and wall fan; 6 toilets/bath (4 attached) with shower heater; BBQ pit and a fully equipped kitchen

FAIRY POINT CHALET 4



The double-storey chalet is fully furbished with living room set with TV and games table; dining room; 6 air-conditioned bedrooms, furbished with beds (1 queen-sized and 11 single-sized), wardrobe, dresser, bedside table and wall fan; 7 toilets /bath (6 attached) with shower heater; BBQ pit and a fully equipped kitchen.

Friday, June 27, 2008

Back

Well its been 1mth plus haven been bloggin.. cos kindda busy wif work.. n when reach back hm will be damn tired.. need ta save money cos goin taiwan next yr.. haha still kinda long but better to plan early hehe.. oso goin have a hair cut soon need ta do treatment for hair n oso c doc for my skin.. gettiin broke again!!! but bouns comin!! yeh.. though jus 1k still enough haha.. hmm kinda miss him its been 2wks since he went to army although we never really meet up but still kindda miss him.. jus 1 wk nvr msg him only like something is missing.. though nth will work out between us but currently jus let me think of him ba~~

Monday, May 19, 2008

Movies

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE OF THE MTH!!!


MOVIE NAME: CHOCOLATE

If u wanna watch a movie wif action-packed n trill go watch tis.. chocolate really nice.. e stunt n e fighting skill are damn nice.. few are like tony jaa skill.. but really damn gud.. Dun be fool by e name of e movie haha.. rate it 5/5 stars.. sld go n catch it then u will know how nice is e nice i mention.. haha.. ok today went out wif david huan da n afidon.. for some planning stuff.. aft tt go watch tis movie.. gcos wanna find ppl to watch wif me on fri de.. but all like busy.. then today aft e planning stuff went to watch it.. haha they oso say nice.. dun mind watcin it again!!!!

Friday, May 16, 2008

no title

Well dunno wat e title sld put as.. nvm dosent matter tis week have been pull inside transfer counter.. hmm it dosent seems the way i thought it wld be la.. haha meet quite a few of gud ppl thr help me a lot.. thks to them .. days are starting to be gud to me liao.. hehe.. but today wanna find ppl watch movie but all busy sian.. ok nth much to update la..

Friday, May 2, 2008

damn

I'm stress up, stress up, stress up!!!!! really cant take it.. those passenger we are trying to help u ok dun jus because u are paying money to sq dosent mean u can "f" us upside down ok!! we are jus doin our job.. jus tellin u nicely wat is wrong n jus "f" us down idiot.. we (csa) are the one that had been doin alot of s*** for ur.. when u cant get wat u wan jus blame it on us.. wat e f*** if urs is not e seat u wan jus complaint to e sq lar.. we are not e one who sld reserve ur seats ok.. jus think tt 1 flt have how many seats on business n economy if 3/4 of u r wanna window or aisle seat confirm few wont get ma... N e baggage oso since u say u trvl so many times on sq then how come u are not sure of e baggage allowance n when excess wan us to help if cannot "f" us down again?? idiot rite.. we are also human, dosent mean u trvl by sq means u can screw us up ok.. even u are a ceo of a shopping center or wat u jus have to bother bout e sales n e shop n e business oso.. e customer will u really tink of them? When customer not happy complaint to e managers, but will e managers complaint to ur?? No.. But us.. ya we are not ceos. but passenger not happy screw us up or complaint then case went to a.r.m n gana screw again.. want can we do?? we cant even talk back to then.. ha tis job really sucks.. cant take it any more..

~will any 1 be thr to hold me up~

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Life... Work

Well life n work aren't goin too smoothly for me.. really been thinkin a lot tis few days or sld i say week?? sld i or sld't i do it .. really dunno la.. when alone i'm really not myself damn quiet n emo.. really dunno y sia.. at work still ok cos my friend will cheer me up la.. really dunno wat is goin wrg wif me le.. not e character i wan.. however tis mth at work saw my pri n sec sch teacher haha so gud.. e sec one still can remember me.. hah so happy.. too many things to clear up really too many.. can i still take it??

Saturday, April 19, 2008

ILLNESS

Well i'm down wish sickness AGAIN.. ya again.. same old things.. cough,flu n oso sore throat.. dotz... again e"manly" voice is back liao.. gonna c doc again.. hope things are gettin better or me..

Friday, April 18, 2008

好烦

好想谈恋爱哦。。 哈哈突然觉得我只是一个人。。有点孤单的时候想找朋友但他们
都刚开学那就不想烦他们。。最近工作遇到一些低潮。。遇到很多问题。很烦很烦,
工作时都没什么心情很想找个人来诉苦。哈也不是什么苦啦。。只是很想把问题烦
恼说来罢了。但我都不是一个喜欢把心事说出来的人。所以就一直闷在心里。。等
到承受不了时就哭出来了。。哭过就好了吧。。 最近也很多不顺的事发生啦。。真
希望这些赶快离我越远越好呢。

Sunday, April 13, 2008

chalet

Jus came back from danny chalet.. have lotz of fun on e first day.. jus some recap.. 6 of us dan,sel,me,stev,jeff n one of dan friend went cycle.. wanna cycle till e loyang thr then went till not even half i guess then went back le.. cos damn tired.. e slop woho.. haha leg damn pain.. aft tt head back to chalet n 5 of us xianzheng,cherryn(his gf),steve,jeff,me was toin glo.. then realise tt xz really think differently. n tok bout e problem lo.. aft tt sharon came back then oso tok lo.. head to slp bout 5+am acoually all wanna slp but some things happen then all slpt at 6+ haha.. but me jeff n sharon cant slp sia.. then joke for a while then all wehnt to slp.. but bout 7 all wake up liao.. haha damn early sia.. thought 9am liao cos slp like so long but still 7+ only.. then went eat breakfast aft tt come back play cards till jimmy they all came... haha n e room was so noisy n fun till like 3+ i guess i so tired then went to slp wake up n again onli 4+ dotz.. only so lottle time so fresh liao.. haha really fun lar.. happy n sad prob guess is over le.. haha now waitin for e next chalet.. dunno whos turn liao


After letting other know my feelings to u.. i am more sure i really like u~~

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Crazy soon

I'm goin crazy crazy crazy!!! So many things had been happening lately.. i'm really damn stress up!!! really feel like finding a place whr i can release e stress!!! somethings are in my heart but cant be told out.. really bother.. need to pretend nth happen at work, home n friends really find it hard to keep my feelings... thought i'm an actress issit huh?? everything jus throw to me n wan me to help u answer to others.. can jus wake up from it.. if everything is over jus start again.. life still can be great issint it.. man really feel like hiding away~~

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Well.. aft one whole day of restin my voice is slightly gettin better.. at least it is not horsed anymore.. still a bit headache n oso weak.. hope can be better..



过程,终是不经意的发生,我们经常把好的留在心底,把不好的放在生活上,遗憾。。

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

OMG

Gosh.. now i'm totally wif no voice at all.. need to shout so ppl can hear me.. however its a whisper to ur.. damn how to work wif tis kindda situation?? so fredz pls dun call me tis few week ba.. god bless me~~

Sunday, March 2, 2008

injured

Well.. today was my second time tt duing work i fell down.. N today i was at e arrival hall bringin my passenger thr to help out wif her luggage.. n aft e immigration dunno y i jus cant balance n "pom" fell down.. dotz.. confirm many ppl look over here de.. n got other 2 passenger came over n ask me need help not.. but i decline la.. aft tt trying to standup n walk but~~~ my old injury is back so my left knee was completely no strength.. bout 30sec ba i tink finally had a bit of strength to walk then i jus walk to e arrival belt to help my passenger wif her luggage.. God.. so long since my leg has been like tis man.. now still have a bit pain.. hope nth happen to it la...

Friday, February 29, 2008

過程1

過程曾走過
卻忘記不了
但在其他人眼裡
或許只是條小路
被忽略掉。。。

Sunday, February 17, 2008

vday~~

Well lazy to post in chinese so jus english for tis few days de post.. hmm at vday which is few days back somemore e 1st day of my long leave. haha.. so suay.. nvm la.. cos no date n still single dosent really matter to me.. Suddenly realised tt singapore dosent have any more place to go like tt sia.. vday tt day saw so many couples coming here at terminal 3.. OMG.. wat the.. wats thr to see sia?? cant go to e transit somemore n so crowded.. haha.. really dun understand.. got much more nice place to go ma.. haha like beach or so.. hai singaporean really ke lian.. all e shopping center walk until sian liao then go airport.. aft airport dunno go whr le.. lets hope e esplanade faster finished e work thr.. then got 1 more new place to go..

Scars~~

Well jus got to know that my scars are gettin more worse man.. feel like wanna die sia.. OMG!!! wat should i do if it gets more worse??

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Scar

Well yesterday jus scale myself wif hot boiling soup.. n it was jus heated up not long.. damn pain n see e scars... omg...

fun quiz for myspace profile and blog

Lets101 - Online Dating


Monday, February 11, 2008

懊恼

我一直都在想你是不是对我有好感呢??应为每一次跟你在一起时你对我的感觉和朋友、有点不同,但也有是我想太多吗?? 真让我很懊恼。如果这些都发生在别人的身上我一定猜的到那个人在想什么。。但往往在我身上时我都不想去面对。应为我不知道如果事情不是我想的那样的话。。我会很尴尬。。那 以后出去的话也很尴尬的嘛。。那我也不知道这么去面对这事情。。到底我要做什么呀。。装做没事吗。。 好烦哦。。

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

新年快樂

著麼快新的一年又要來了。。想起去年發生的事還不少耶。。哈哈最深刻的就是小豬的一支獨秀演唱會。。拿到那個小毛巾。。真高興然後是我的生日禮物。。 和我同事幫我慶祝。。 感動啦。。今年也希望會過得很好。。也祝大家新年快樂!!!身體健康﹐萬事如意哦!!!

Friday, January 25, 2008

混蛋!!!超氣的

今天才開工不久就被ADMIN的人叫去。。那個人真討厭。。明明我的工作表沒寫要去見她嗎。。還叫我去看多一次。。跟她說沒有了還不信真氣。。你不信那我多說也是白說然後就心驚膽戰的過去了。。原來是乘客的座位被我換錯了。。但這是去年12月16號發生的事哦。。叫我這麼記得起呀。。何況一天以內之少有50%的人要求換座位。。而我那一段時間也還在實習中。。但沒關係。。讓我生氣的是那些ADMIN的人的態度真討厭。。 明明是想不起來硬說不可能的才一個月之少會有什麼然你會想起來的。。 那么寫報告咯。。沒關係。。但真的想不起嗎﹐你要我做什麼呢??反正是我的密嗎也不會害到你們。。那寫了就交給那個ADMIN的人咯。哪她讀了但不明白我在寫什麼然後就交給她的上司處理。。沒想到她在哪個上司的面前說我想不起有可能是想抵賴。。王八蛋。。想到就氣我為什麼想抵賴呀。。對我有幫助嗎??還不是一樣要寫報告給你。。混蛋。。你職位比我高又怎樣。。不代表你能質疑我們說的話。如果能質疑但也不表是你能以話傷人好嗎!!!真三八。。就硬要我說是我的錯就對了。。真想問她。。"你還記得上個月的今天你在做什麼嗎??" 哈哈 如果你是從我這個職位慢慢做到你現在的職位我就尊敬你。。如果不是就請你以後說話還是要三思。。如果遇到脾氣不好或不好惹的人肯定他們會當場跟你吵的。。以位我們的工這麼簡單嗎??錯了。。乘客不滿我們的做法就大發雷霆。。好像想讓你丟臉。。真氣。。也應為著樣我又哭了。。應為我不喜歡被冤枉。。如果是我的錯我肯定會認﹑如不是打死我都不會認的。。從那OFFICE走出來的時候我突然感到很無助。。很想很想找個肩膀來靠和哭個夠。。但很慶幸的是我的朋友小芳陪我﹑讓我很快的回復了。。但還是不能真正的快樂。。那回家就跟我爸媽和二姐說了這件事。哈哈我爸和二姐也幫我出氣說跟他們吵啦。。哈哈。。但應為我媽比叫不喜歡跟別人吵她只說道歉就好了。。哈哈沒關係啦。。代表他們還關心我嗎。。

Sunday, January 13, 2008

聚會

作天和我另外一群死黨聚在一起。。好久沒和他們出來了。。最後一次應該是07年5或6月吧。。超久的。。好想他們哦。。約7點的但都遲到哈哈。。然後本來想看場電影和吃飯的應為明天有幾個要會他們的兵營做duty。但去了戲院後發現哪裡的戲都是過了午夜12點的。。那我們就放棄了。。過後就去吃晚餐。。然後才想要上那。。吃完後就在哪晃晃了。。那看到k-box 我就隨便跟christine 說我們去唱歌。。哈哈沒想到他們也ok。。 哈哈真爽快。。 第一次那麼多人去。。有9位。。在里頭笑到不行。。可是我到了2點就很累了。。應為早上還有做工。。而且還3。30起身到凌晨4點。。哈哈有的平了。。不過真的很好玩。。