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Work was really tired tis week.. After my 6 days off goin back to work is like waking me up from a gud dream.. Not enough slp n idiotic pax.. 6 days of leave really did not much 11dec went to k wif dan, 12-13dec re-paint my rm, 14dec went to temple due end of yr liao need to do some prayers, 15dec slack at hm 16dec went out wif my working friends.. then yesterday was at trsf ctr.. damn boring n i almost fell asleep n then i decided to msg him.. well surprisingly he reply back damn fast lolz.. its quite a while i didnt ctc him le.. last was on 5dec if not wrg.. cos he promise to come to my bday celebration but in e end didnt turn up.. well cant blame him cos he's in e army so if he book out on sat n come down for e bday surely he will be damn tired.. aft a few sms exchange i jus realise tt is was all my wishful thinking.. Ya i admit i really wish for a lot of things to happen but in e end not even 1 came true. His sms jus give me e feelings tt we are jus normal friends really normal so i have decided to forget e feeling i had for him n move on.. n when deleting e msg i have still kept in my hp i was a bit cant bear to do it cos looking at those sms wif e words "TAKE CARE AR" is like my heart is pierce by something it may sound ridiculars but i really felt tt way.. MR.J thks for making my life more colorful jus by knowing you. You are a really great friend to have. Thinking back if i was more ladylike when i first met him would it turn out to be better.. Well who knows but i did try to be more ladylike or more depending to others when i was still in ITE cos many of my friends say i was so tomboy lolz.. but after 3 yrs of tryin i give up cos when i saw how my guys friend gf treats them or how some of e gals act like they are so "fragile" so tt e guys will always protect them but its like e guys will be very tired cos they always need to look out for them ya i know tt e guys are more than happy to protect e gals they like but i jus cant do it or rather i jus cant act like i was "fragile".. Still remember when i was in ITE 1ST yr i was like always crying in frnt of my friends cos if some conflickwif one n other n family then i was like kindda realise tt those who c me crying every now n then was like fustrated or wat ba.. N then i decided again tt i wont cry out in frnt of my friends again.. Lucky it was almost yr end so i wont be seeing them for a while .. N i manage to do it.. tt whole yr i really didnt cry in frnt of them again till when my grandma pass away but they oso didnt saw it la.. till now i'm still happy tt i did e action if not i dun tink i will have tis many great friends.. Sry MR.J my feelings for you wont take tt fast to be taken away.. so wish you all e best..( since i decided to post his "J" here of cos he wont c tis blog la n he oso didnt know bout my feelings so friends ur no need to guess who he is.. tata"

WATS WRONG??

Tis few days i'm really not e old me that i use to be.. Especially when i'm alone duno y n for wat reason i cant smile, laugh, joke like the way i use to be.. Even till now i really duno y i turn out to be like tis.. It is still ok before my bday celebration but aft tt day it seems like something is wrong inside me.. Am i goin back to my old self when i was still in secondary?? Which i dun like?? I NEED TO GET BACK TO WAT I AM 4 YRS AGO!!! TTS E ME THAT I LIKE!! FASTER WAKE UP XIAOXIN!!

PIC UPLOADED!!

Ok thks to MR SIWEI.. E pic tt he tok was finally uploaded after waitin so long.. lolz.. ok i know u busy hehe.. N ya if u wanna c e pic jus go to his blog n c la.. cos i damn lazy to copy e pic n blog it up lolz.. Bought e paint for my room n currently is paintin my room but need to wait for it to dry be4 i can start a second layer for it.. N thks to my bro who jus help painted 1 side n now is asleep.. dotz.. any1 free tml come help me la.. hehe.. kk gonna go liao.. take care every1!!! ciaossu...

Gud N Bad

Damn piss off working wif some PRC. If u know wat is prc then gud if not find out urself.. Few days back while working one of tis PRC really really piss me off.. strat work at 3pm n then keep tokin to her friends in other row for a whole 2hrs damn it.. n oso lazy to work.. wat e hell.. company pay u to work not to chat ok.. N oso to some ppl pls dun tok like u know me REAL well.. Like u really know me from head to toe.. Ok sometime i like to say wanna find a rich guy n get married wif tt person n then say i'm vain... HELLO tis is jus a joke ok.. if you cant take it then jus get away..cant i imagine it?.. Damn it sia.. Even not all of my gud friends know me REAL well they oso nvr say like tt who are you to criticize me?? Ok tts e bad now for gud... I'm on my 6days off from tml onwards.. Yahoo!!!! So anybody wanna ask me out pls let me now in advance lolz.. but on fri n sat i'm not free cos gona re-paint my rm or if u wanna help me oso can cal me.. hehe.. ok tts all goin to have dinner liao n Mr Siwei faster upload e pics leh~~~~

PARTY!!

AFTERNOON!! Every1....So damn tired today jus wake up nia.. lolz.. ok yesterday celebrate my21st bday in advance haha cos many of hem thought yesterday is my bday.. well guys my actual is on e 11dec ok.. haha.. ok to begin wif on e 5th i work 5.30-1pm then went out to buy my shoe for tt day wif koni n ended up hm at 3.. aft tt went to buy more food n drinkwz my mom n sis incase its not enough haha.. n then slp at 5 wake up at 7 cos goin to buy more things for it.. went to yishun then bout 1 hr ltr finished buying then went hm.. went to work at11 cos mid-nite shift 1-9am dotz.. so little slp sia.. lucky my team-mates husband came to frtch her so we (me n koni) tongbang her car back hm .. reach hm bout 9.30 then change our clothes n slp for a while wake up at 12pm then koni went to meet her friend n me went to meet wif sharon n gladys. n then went to cwp but sushi for my aunt n headed hm at 2pm. Had our lunch n then started for e deco n frying of food.. bout 5 kelly n clara came ordy lolz they are e first to reach n then follow by siwei. at 6 more of my friends are here n i was like so busy haha cos edwin n johnson oso reach by 7 ma so long nvr c them so was toking to them lo.. but sill many of my working friends cant make it.. sad man n oso 1 of my bro steven make a sudden appreance dotz.. cos he say he cant make it due examz.. haha but tink he wana give e surprise haha ok thks for tt man really happy tt u can come.... ok at 8 cut y bday cake cos kinda many need to go back n btw i nvr make any wishes tt day haha..gona make up on e 11th liao n oso tis yr i have receive e most bday present ever damn happy haha n many of them are body care product. Aft tt went out wif johnson n his gf edwin n his gf,siwei n christina to a pub n i was a bit drunk ogosh i really cant drink man haha really happy..Lucky Siwei drive us hm lolz thks man.. Ok here are e presents pic...

Oke rest of e pic is still in siwei cam n my sis cam.. will upload again when i get it. N last but not least tis is e 1 priceless thing i receive it n e sender is show luo!!!!Damn happy!!

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SHOPPING

Well Well Well... Yesterday went out wif qiufeng to buy e things i needed for my bday. Met at 1.00pm as usual i was e 1 waiting for other person lolz... nvm la.. then went to bras bersha see but cant find e balloons then call linda n she told me raffles city have so went back thr n then she qiu feng came up wif so many weird ideas till i cant tahan her aft buying went to marina sq walk walk cos wanna buy a shirt or something for tt day haha.. but then too early we decided to go mac n head 1 funny news tt haappen 3 yrs ago n e person involved is my ex.. dotz damn funny when i heard it lolz.. ok aft tt went to look for shirt lo.. spend bout 3 hrs ba till i finally found 1 i like haha n left is e shoe le.. last day tml sia.. have to rush n then had our dinner at hk cafe n we parted bout 7.30pm ba.. haha had a fun day wif her sia.. really very long nvr c her liao still e same.. Now i settle my shirt, cakes, catering n left is e decor any 1 wanna help me wif it?? can call me tt day haha.. til then ciaossu....O btw friends remember to bring cam tt day k cos i'm open to all photo reqst tt dat haha n oso be prepared for a big shock ppl hehehe......

LINDA!!!

Went to attend Linda Low my working friend from sats bday.. Reach thr bout 5.30pm wif koni n faezah was kindda warm thr.. then jus 3 of us thr tokin to ourselfs.. then bout 7++ more of our working friends came n e whole place was noisy haha.. n then was tokin bout my bday celebration on 6dec clara n kelly was like give me many many ldeas n really gud "ideas" like wearing cheongsum, or like 50s 60s themes wearing*-*... looks like they are more excited then me sia.. anyway aft singing bday songs for her; her friends really really did something nice for her tink like showing her clips in their laptop n oso sing a song only for her thought e song is jay chou song but they change the lyrics to a really really meaningful one even i heard it i oso wanna cry cos its really touching sia.. haha she really had many great friends.. ok for my bday settle my catering n now left is e decorations..Ok my hp is getting worst man.. really sld change it when i get my bonus so have to see see look look for new hp liao....