PRESENTS

OK was thinking tt whether my my wish list is to little not lolz.. like i was goin to make all my friends bankrupt like tt if too many.. well but if u really duno wat to give me if u tink e list is too ex.. ok then u can jus give me wallet, bags, ear-rings, necklance, cosmetic products, body care items, or any things from swarovski or if really dunno wat suits me then jus an angbao will do.. hehe ya then i wil have extra cash to septn!! yipee!! But pls pls pls dun buy me any soft toys or dolls or any thing tt is too girly etc.. cos i really really vey very anti all those dolls n soft toys unless its doreamon but oso dun buy me any la cos my room no place to put too.. Oh ya... i wanted damn wanted to watch madagascar!!! but till now still cant find ppl to watch wif me sia... sad to tts e end of wat i wanted to say... ciaossu....

YOUNGER PHOTO

Was browsing thru my younger days photo like i was bout 3 -4 yrs old ba.. haha damn young n found out tt i was kindda cute haha ok bhb but really ma... haha cute n innocent wahahah.. damn thick skin but come to think of it, i dun really have much or clear memory of my childhood days e only thing tt is clear is every festival my mom side relatives will gather n have bbq cos all stay at yishun haha n oso goin to temple which my dad was helping out wif.. ok can say most of e aunts n uncles at e temple really saw us till now.. haha n everytime they saw us will be sayin like "长大了" n oso "how old are you now" etc.. kindda miss those days at e temple cos me n my siblings will be playing wif e kids thr all sort of games like hop-scope, london-bridge, hide n seek etc n oso remember when i was younger my skin problem is really really really bad not like now tis gud.. ok maybe not like so many gals out thr e skin look so nice n fair.. but really better then last time.. N when young my mum will find all sort of ways to cure my skin problem "Eczema" tts e name of my skin problem. N since young i went through all sort of treatment like injection, bath in bitter ground water, drink chinese herb, apply white alcohol "white alcohol is some thing tt is use to kill bacteria not for drinkin" etc.. So tts y i dun fall sick easily as e chinese herb is oso helpin my immune system to be stronger n everytime when applying e white alcohol as it will be ppl helping me to apply n my mum will always by my side as i will really cried out damn loud haha.. cos painful ma. really have to thks my mum for all e hard work she help in finding e cure to my skin problems though it jus get better when i grow older but i tink if without those young treatment my immune system oso wont be strong. K thks mum.. haha ok 2 more weeks to my bday celebration hope all e ppl i invite will come n oso ya my grandma.. though u had left us for 3 yrs but i still remember u no matter wat.. Still remember when i was still young u always come over to our house to chat wif us n watch us grow up n oso how my mum always tell me to make a cup of milo without milk for you n tis special cup of milo i oso follow u drink really sry for not visiting you when u only left a few weeks.. really sry...hope u will be thr for me on my 21st bday~~

Some Random Thoughts

Supposed all ppl living in singapore knows bout the man committed suicide by jumping to e white tiger exhibition. If you dun then well nth to say.. Ok wat i was tinkin bout it is tt well first y he wanted to committ suicide thr sia?? Somemore so many ppl saw it n "live" somemore. To me suicide is like a act of running away from problems like school,family,money,BGR,friends etc... I mean thr are ways to solve things rite thr wont be a dead end to all of the things tt happen to u. Like e man case, bitten to dead by e white tigers but dunno how many of ur knows tt actually they wanted to inject e Anaesthetic to e tigers but it might make e tigers more agitated n e man might suffer more in e end they jus deploy some shooter to put e tigers to sleep = kill them. Wat was lucky is tt when e shooter came e tigers had ordy let go of e man n went to their cage or feeding area so tts y they nvr kill e tigers. Imagine if e tiger still didnt let go of e man wast wld happen? All 3 of the tigers will be shot to dead but is it e tigers fault?? No i dun tink so they are acting wat they sld be somemore its e man who went down n get e attention of e tigers u might think tt i'm being sarcastic cos its not any1 i know tt is doin this but if u wanna die go die else whr dun involve other ppl or things in cos those ppl or animals tt is being drag in is really innocent Imagine if u comitte suicide by lettin a car run over u wat will happen to e car driver?? Obviously other ppl will think tt it's e driver fault n ur family oso will blame e driver but did they know tt actually it's u who wanted to be run over?? N also suicide commited due to peer pressure, like ppl are smoking, scrabbling on walls table etc, getting fight for nth, stealing things etc all due to peer pressure cos all e most of ur so called "friends" are doing it so u also do cos if u didnt follow them they wont treat u as "1" of them.. Or you are thinkin tt since my friends did it so many times didnt get caught u also wont? Well all tis is BULLSHIT....N aft tt u get caught for all e things n involve them then they all started blaming u that y u get caught n also drag them down n in class or school ppl will started treatin u badly n everyday e same things happen ppl badmouth u, talk behind ur back u cant take it then commite suicide. Well aft committed suicude wat will those "friends" think? Most probably they wil say i didnt tell him/her to committed suicide n aft e years they wont even remember you so wats e use of followin those "friends" trend. N some is due to studies like classmates are getting better result then u but in class they nvr study hard enough then you n so u think u are more lousy then them. Ok for tis some ppl i can only say they are talented maybe in tis area u are not talent but in others area u are Definitely better then them so dun tink tt if u are not gud in studys means u are not gud in everything. Some also due to parents, family. Parents in singapore 80% of e them wanted their kids to score damn well in all their exam like u muz score 90/100 in all e test ok first of all i wanna ask e parents do u tink now being students is eazy? I mean e subject is getting more more n more difficult now n also do u always get such a high marks in every test?? N i mean EVERY test from kindergarden till secondary?? Well tts up to you to think. Also wat the hell do u wan ur kids to get such a high marks in primary till sec 2?? i mean tt few years is e only years they can really enjoy being a child cos primay school is jus a learning experience for them to know wat is the subject n wat subject they like so tt in e future they can find a job that they really like n secondary is e days for them to know was is e meaning of life like getting involve in BGR, knowing many friends be it bad or gud cos all tis is really up to them to notice n take charge of. Ok back to topic wel like i say so wat if they get high marks?? For u to showoff to others parents tt ur kid/ child is clever?? N if you pressure them too much n they comitte suicide n u wil be starting to say "If i know i will never push him/her so much" Or "If i know i will let her enjoy being a student" HELLO~~~~ Wats e use of saying all these crap aft losing ur child?? Like if u know this u wont do tt... OMG .. To a child wats important is CHILDHOOD as tis is only once in a lifetime once they miss it then tts it.. It wont return again. N also image like sch hols other kids are playing enjoying themself n ur child is stuck at hm will tons of assignment to finished do you tink ur child will be feeling happy?? TT's y i'm greatful tt my parents aren't like e rest as long as i pass my exam they are happy for me.. Not tt they dun care bout my future but from wat i look at is tt they wanted me to enjoy my childhood days so tt they or myself wont live to regret it. N somemore if ur child follows watever u say n in e end it turns out bad for e child whos is it to blame?? E child or e parents?? So in e future when ur child is turning to a young adult like 17 - 19 yrs old let them have their own thinking, Let them choose wat they really like or want in their lives but oso let them know tt be it failure or success tt is their choice but i'm not tellin e kids or child not ot listen to their parents cos bein a parent is also n tiring things as they really have to worried for u till they pass away.. Now it's e BGR things.. Be it guys or gals kindda few of them comitte suicide due to they bf / gf Abandonment , break off etc u cant take it then comitte suicide. Tis is e most foolish things of all.. I mean for wats e purpose if ur bf / gf break off wif u n u startin Threating to die in front of him / her if him / her dosent return back to you?? Well from my views if any1 of my friends did tis act i will slap him or her hard in e face n ask them to wake up cos if you did tis ur ex wont return back to you some more will tink u are insane n wil not kepp in contact wif you.. N tts so many guys n gals out thr for you to choose who knows e next 1 u met will be better than ur ex.. Make them regret by finding a better person or make ur life better. make them think tt its their loss for not choosing you n not losing ur live cos they wont remember u in few yrs later..If it was my friend who comitte suicide due to BGR i will surely scold him or her even if it was at e funeral cos it make me really angry tt y didnt she or he turn to us friends when tis thing happen?? Money issue ppl own bank money, loan sharks money or even friends money. Ok for loan sharks i dunno how ur wanna repay them but in e first place y do u wanna borrow money from them first since u know e risk?? Crazy rite n in e end u cant return them n they keep pressing you for money u cant take in n jus go n die.. N if you a family wat will happen to ur family?? Ur wife or husband will have to re-pay all ur bad dept.. N bank ok if u own e bank money jus declare bankrupt. N go to e MOM ask them for help find u any jobs n jus get ur butt into e jobs n work to repay ur depts cos many of them will tink tt i use to be a manager la ceo la supervisor la so e next job i oso muz get tis same title or my old pay is $1800+++ so mine next job oso muz be tt high come on la in singapore out of 50 compaines i tink only 2-3 will recuit new staff wif tt high of pay or title be happy tt u got a job n if u have familys to feed wat will happen to them? By e time u get to e job u like wif e pay tt high or tt title u like they will stave to dead liao.. Ok well tts jus some random thoughts for wat i think no offence to any1 but jus treasure everything u have now.. Ok i'm working 3pm - 12 mn ltr any 1 wanna give me a ride hm??

TO MY FRIENDS

Came across tis songs when i was browsing thru imeem... N e lyrics was kindda meaningful so here's to all my friends~~~

SOMETHING BOUT HEAVEN

When I'm walkin' by myself
Along the path that I should follow
I can see one reason why
I'm happy I can face tomorrow
No ones gonna change my mind
I'm gonna let my spirits climb
As high as I can go I feel this way because I know

There's something 'bout heaven
That brings you down to Earth
Here in the moment with chapter and verse
Oh we talk about living life for all it's worth
It's heaven on Earth sharing my life with you

Suddenly I'm in a place
I've never been and see no danger
All you said was walk with me
And you will never be a stranger
All the world is here for me
I opened up my eyes to see it
That's the way I see it
And its all because of you

Oh there's something 'bout heaven
That brings you down to Earth
Here in the moment with chapter and verse
Oh we talk about livin' life for all its worth
It's heaven on Earth sharing my life with you

Oh it's heaven on Earth (on Earth)
Sharing my life with you

I am free cause I can see so far beyond the here and now
Knowing heaven waits for me just clears it up for me somehow
Everything I see and hear with everything you touch it's clear
You are with me everywhere you never let me down

Cause there's something bout heaven
That brings you down to Earth
Here in the moment with chapter and verse
Oh it's all about living life for all its worth
It's heaven on Earth sharing my life with you

Oh there's something 'bout heaven
Oh here in the moment

WATEVER

Ok yesterday was my 1am - 9am shift n e day before i slp at 4pm till 9pm.. dotz was still tired after waking up then left my house for work at 11pm.. work was gud yesterday n aft tt had to go orchard to settle thngs n drag thr till 3++ sian.. cos i thought it will end at 1 then i can go for my hair cut but... anyway go hm first to put my bags n my working clothes at tt went to my cousin place for my hair cut~~~ it was nice haha... n then met up wif leekho, ivy lee xue ling n gilbert as ti was ivy bday went back to orchard but raining sia.. so aft our dinner went over to marina sq k-box.. well didnt know tt leekho voice was tt nice man.. haha of all e guys i went to k wif he's e first tt e voice is gud.. haha.. i mean he is more better than e other friends.. next time muz go wif them again...

KONI!!!!

Well tis morning was on da way to work n receive a gud news~~~~ Is tt some1 is gonna buy me e fossil watch tt i wanted!!!! haha n it's KONI!!! well she's e 1 tt really really a great sister i had haha.. work or outside we will really tok alotz n share things great to know her at work.. haha ok well anyway as i was on e company transport she msg me saying tt e watch on my wishlist is very nice so i say "of cos la i like de ma" haha then aft tt was tokin bout e watch n i know tt she is goin to get it for me.. haha.. in e end she say like tt no surprise liao haha.. Well koni cos my EQ is higher ma so i know wat u tinking wahahah... anyway really thks for e thought n e watch is oso damn ex sia.. haha.. but u dun surprise me wif any similar watch tt u gonna buy in bugis street ok!!! N today n work was damn damn piss off wif e management.. well in e morning many staff but aft 10 left only bout 8 -10 which is not enough for sq economy -_-" then i actually was finishing work at 1300hrs but due to no staff n oso only 2 staff was at row 9 internet check-in ctr me n my friend n both of us end at 1300hrs we are damn tired sia.. but till 1245 still no staff then went to inform e duty manager cos at ctr we can leave 15-20 mins earlier but due no staff both of us have to leave e ctr at 1300hrs n oso i'm starting work tonight 1am!!! OMG ok gonna end here n catch some slp liao.. take care every1~~~

Re-organised

Well last few days was off so did some re-organized wif my room.. hehe move e "family com" from my sis room to my room n so need to move some furniture to make my room look bigger hehe.. N it's 1 more mth to my bday celebration!! Yea!!! Cant wait sia.. but some of my friends still like cant make it.. omg... lets hope all my ite friends can come lo.. haha 21st!!! ok gonna catch some movies next week on my off days.. Hm.. wanna watch madagascar 2 n oso coffin. Still waiting for e ice age.. ok gonna slp ordy workin mornin tml.. dotz... till then take care~~~

Test

Well Due to my bday is jus next mth so tis test is specially done to let more friends to know me... Lolz... Ok so see how well u REALLY know me.. If you are free friends pls go do it la.. haha.. so tt u can know wat to give me for my bday..Although not all is bout wat to buy for me la but still hehehe gud luck....

NANANANA

Well jus return back from jimmy bday chalet n damn long nvr saw steven n chris liao.. haha saw them so happy tog i oso happy for them.. well they nvr change too much sia.. still e same 1 i know 3yrs ago.. well so fast time flies.. its 3 yrs ordy since i grad from ite.. really miss ite life.. Still remember e first time i went to my class.. haha look around all those n my class many guys n all are ah beng looks n tt time i still e timid gal so damn scared to know them but e second day christine turn up n she is e gal i first know in class n we are in e com rm n we are jus seatin behind steven haha then chris n me was like so scared cos steven was really ah beng look then.. But still chris was like pluck up her courage n like ask steven tt wat was his name n like since same class muz get to know one another.. haha.. N all those time in e com lesson playing cs n i always gana "ciam" by them, n also skip lesson play b-ball, go to e theater to sing songs n watch movie always went sch late n left early haha due working, oso tok back to our teacher, always make fun of beng foong, exam always copy others 1, n also always go alpha zone.. N get to know more friends thr.. Tis all will always be in my mind sia.. really miss e life.. n also at chalet play big 2 n e loser had to choose truth or dare.. n found out something tt makes me tink diffferently of chris.. N also they 2 knows bout who i like haha.. well dunno y so long nvr saw them but i still trust them... Letting them know who is e guy is..... not a bad thing afterall. haha ok will try to meet them out again!!! N also my bday will be held in my house void deck on e 6 dec will inform ur guys again my add.. well till then take care every1!!!