Life... Work

Well life n work aren't goin too smoothly for me.. really been thinkin a lot tis few days or sld i say week?? sld i or sld't i do it .. really dunno la.. when alone i'm really not myself damn quiet n emo.. really dunno y sia.. at work still ok cos my friend will cheer me up la.. really dunno wat is goin wrg wif me le.. not e character i wan.. however tis mth at work saw my pri n sec sch teacher haha so gud.. e sec one still can remember me.. hah so happy.. too many things to clear up really too many.. can i still take it??