ITE

I just realized i miss those days more than i do. Miss all those laughter, fun, happiness. Ppl say ITE is a place for ppl who dun like to study, not serious in their life, no "use" to the public well jus a place for useless ppl. But for me, its a place whr i get to know real ppl, be it gud or bad. Real friends that will stay for u the whole life, real feelings as u no need to hide ur thoughts. As in secondary sch, i was a quiet gal. Keep everything to herself cos i dun trust any1. And i meant every single ppl in my life even my family members. Cos i was betray, make use, backstab by ppl who so call "sister" in my secondary sch then so i lose trust in ppl n at hm i didnt get along wz my family members cos i thought that they dun understand me n i oso dun like to tok to them which lead to depression. I really did though of committing suicide not once but few times. Like cutting my wrist or jumping frm a building. But of cos i nvr try jumping down but cutting my wrist i did tried. Thinking back i realise that i was really stupid la. Then aft i went to ITE, i began to trust ppl, share my secrets. I learn to speak up for myself, enjoy myself in sch and most of all i can be myself cos i use to be wat other ppl wan me to be n i really mind wat other ppl tink of me. But now, well if u tink that im a person not worthy of ur friend then be it, cos i cant chng ur thinking n its tiring to please every single ppl so i dun really bother that much. I really miss my alpha zone, tts e place whr i really really enjoy myself to the max, play like nobody business haha.. but too bad i didnt take pics when i was in ITE. Cos thats the days when im really enjoying my teenage life. If ite n sec day can be swop i will be most happy. Im glad that i know ppl frm thr especially my class ppl n danny they all ur know who u are la.. ur make changes to me. N of cos alpha zone ppl haha.. ur lighten up my life... many many thks to all of ur!!